WARNING- This chapter contains some sensitive content regarding still births and or miscarriage that may upset some readers. If this may be you please skip the paragraph named a peak into the past.
"No No No!!" , I say out loud as I stare blankly at the test. Deep down I hope and prey its a faulty test. Is it possible to get a fake positive? I have heard of plenty woman getting false negatives. "s**t s**t s**t ", I curse out loud once again as I pace back and forth in the bathroom.
I hear Mathew come to the door. "Are you ok in there? ".
I realise I have been in here much longer then I normally would. "Um No I am definitely not ok Mathew ", I reply back feeling completely overwhelmed and scared.
I don't know whether I want to cry or scream or curl up into a little ball.
"Why?, Let
