As Andy and I stood in the kitchen I couldn't help but wonder how Mathew was. I hoped and preyed he wasn't hurt. Honestly This time I was happy not to know what happened. That was something I felt Mathew wouldn't want to tell me. I knew deep down that it was inevitable that My father's end was not a pleasant one I knew he would of died a gruesome death. From here on out I think we just need to look to the future. A better future for us all one without pain and torment. I trailed off in thought of how life would be. We have a baby on the way, we can have the family we dreamed of, Free from the evil within my family. A happy life. "What you thinking about " ,Andy asks knocking me out of my daze. "Oh life, The future, Having a safe happy future for this little one ", I respond as I pl

