Chapter Five "I can't believe you're finally home!" Sydney squeezes me so hard I can barely laugh in response, her arms stronger and more muscular than I remember. She's growing up so fast, and I instantly regret not coming home longer for winter break. Two days at Christmas was all I spared for her and my parents, and it wasn't nearly enough. Staying away because everything about Valley Vale reminded me of Michael, because I was afraid of running into him , had kept me from the people I love most. "My goodness, Sydney, let your sister breathe!" When our mom tugs me out of Sydney's arms and pulls me into her own, I allow the tears to come, knowing that I can explain them away as homesickness. Although there's much more to it than that. "How did you stuff all of this

