Malaysia "Red"
"Where is that nigga at Malaysia?" Tay asked me. "Once we leave, we gone and never coming back"
"I don't know, he said he was on his way" I said sending him a text.
To, MyForever: Can you hurry up, Tay bitching.
I locked my phone just as a horn beeped.
From, MyForever: come outside.
I sighed "I'm boutta run next door right quick" I stated and ran out to Rico.
Rico is my boyfriend. We been together for 2 years. His boss took me in when I started that fire. The body they found was my mama's. I was young, but I hated that b***h. She f****d my child Hood up with niggas running in and up our house. To make s**t worse, she let them feel on me and s**t. Ugh!! But when my family took me in, I met Rico. He worked for daddy and mama was his Trap Queen. Well we fell in love. At one point I was even pregnant after being together for 5 months, but I miscarried. We became closer after the miscarriage and progressed as time went by. I love him and wouldn't know what to do if he left me.
As I came closer I looked over how sexy he was. He was a light bright black Puerto Rican and he had the little fade hair cut and his hair was curly at the top with the sexiest eyes ever, and my soft caramel skin complexion matched with him perfectly. I ain't got the best hair but I keep it freshly done in Brazilian straight hair. I'm thick as f**k but with small breast -- 32 A -- s**t sad.
"Whats wrong baby" I said as soon as I walked up on him. He did a chuckle at the fact he couldn't ever get anything over me.
"I can't go with you to Columbia" he said and my heart fell to my toes.
"Why not?" I asked crossing my arms and dropping my heads as I silently cried. He chuckled and pulled me into a hug and rested his chin on my head.
"I love you" he said as I wrapped my arms around his torso.
"Please don't do this" I said crying into his chest, he know I'm a big ass baby.
"I gotta daughter" he said. I stopped crying immediately then let it process.
"Daughter?" I said moving from his grasp and mushing his hands off of me as he grabbed for me.
"Red, I wanted to tell you, baby I just couldn't" he said as tears fell from his eyes.
"f**k you Ricardo" I said and snatched off the bracelet he bought me for Valentine's day and threw down his promise ring "f**k you" I repeated then I walked to Tay's rental and got in, locking the doors.
"Yo stop being childish Red," he stated from the other side of the window, but ignored him and sent Tay a text.
To, BackBone: im ready. Rico not coming .
He got the picture that I wasn't opening the door no time soon and he walked to his car, got in and pulled off.. the whole time this was going on I was in the backseat, arms crossed, lip tight with hot tears rolling down my face.
I ain't even sad, I'm pissed the f**k off. f**k him. I ain't with that, the f**k I look like crying over a nigga that I'll never see again and cheated on me. f**k him.
Tay got in the car and looked just as pissed as I was. She slammed the door and started the engine and when she pulled off the tires screeched. The ride to the closest airport, which was 4 f*****g hours away, was quiet. The only time we talked was when we went to McDonald's to order our food, other then that it was music. Nothing I really care for. Some nigga I heard eat ass. Who listen to that s**t?
We finally made it to a private airport. It was 2 o'clock in the morning and my toes hurt. As I was helping her unload our things, she sniffled and wiped her nose with the sleeve of her hoodie.
"He not coming" she said and dropped the bags and cried into her hands. I felt bad but I'm going through the same thing and I don't even know what to do.
"Suck it up," I said, being the asshole I was born to be.
"That's what he said" she said with her goofy ass causing me to chuckle.
"We'll get through it together" is the last thing we said to each other that particular night, but I wasn't tripping, I needed some me time.