Chapter Twenty: The Truth *** POV: *Jude* *** I sat there and thanked the gods that her medication kicked in quickly. I didn't know how to tell her that her whole life had been a lie. That I had been a lie. Every time her heart rate quickened, I tensed. I knew the moment I told her my role in the world Murin's world, I would lose her. I would have rather Murin used the blackbird. Her monitor sounded off once more, and I froze. It had been hours. She was due to wake up at any moment, but when I looked at her face, she was still sleeping. Her cheeks were still soaked from the different moments she cried in her sleep. It had been a while since I had seen her cry like that. She lost her mother when we were fourteen and cried every night for months. I couldn't even pinpoint when she had

