Knowing me, knowing you (Student/Professor)

Chapter 7

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Have you ever had someone so unexpectedly ripped off your life? So unanticipated that you feel everything around you collapse? Leaving you with nothing else than an utter, almost suffocating desire to disappear into the nothing. Because there are a lot of things you didn't say, moments that you didn't share, and the regret that you will never be able to do any of those things hurts too deep until it leaves you numb.

C.S. Lewis said that grief feels a lot like fear, and I think the worst part of it, is that no matter what you do to stop that fear, every corner of your body is swallowed by the meaningless, corrosive darkness, cramping yourself in. You learn, and most of the times you can ignore it, until a memory, a sound, a scent, reminds you that you will never quite be able to completely comfort your fear-stricken heart.