After a while, Jordan pulls me forward off the table and sits us down in his chair placing me on top of him
He watches me without doing anything "What?" I let out a huff as he looks me down; he returns his eyes to look up at me "You're pretty" He smiles to himself "I'm just trying to take it all in, you, all in" He smiles genuinely pushing my hair behind my hair "Do you want to do it? Here?" He asks for consent and I giggle leaning on his shoulder "You are so bi polar"
I lean back up and place my arms on his shoulder ready for him "Yeah, we have a little time, don't we?" I pout and he smiles happily "Not a lot but you'd be surprised what I can do in a short amount of time" He pulls me closer lifting my skirt and I help him unbuckle his belt releasing his hard on that had been suffocated in his pants
He looks up into my eyes watching me making me get nervous "Stop looking at me like that" I whine as I lift myself up to ready myself "I can look at my girlfriend anyhow I like" He growls into my ear inserting himself into me at the same time erupting a moan from my mouth
“f**k” He whispers as he leans his head back with his eyes shut; I start to move and run my fingers through his hair that he had grown out
“Mhm” I moan lowly and open my eyes to see that he was incredibly pleasured right now; he couldn’t even look at me like he normally did “Quicker” His hold on my waist tightens as he helps me go quicker on himself “f**k me, I love you” He whispers making me choke up a little; I look at him surprised now realising he was dead serious, I didn't know why it shocked me but every time he said it, it got more special
He was moaning lowly with his eyes shut as I tried to catch my breath myself but I used this time to really look at him properly. I noticed that he had now got his nose pierced on both sides and also had a few more piercings on his ears that interrupted my hands whenever I would touch it accidentally
“f**k I am gonna c*m” I lean into him as his holds loosens and soon I feel warm inside as his breath staggers “Mmmm” He murmurs as we c*m at the same time
He hugs me but I push back and lift my head to look at him “You broke up with me” He was still trying to catch his breath as he looked at me confused “What?” He lets out a small cough "You said how comes I let him flirt with me, but why are you so bothered if you broke up with me” He looks up catching his last breath and licks his lips with a sigh
I spot his tongue piercing now adding that to my list of Jordan's new amenities ‘This man can talk about someone changing’
“You got a tongue piercing?” I sit up straddled on him “Yeah” He zips himself back and returns his hands back on my waist "How didn't I notice that?" I whisper to myself as I stare at his lips
I then look at his arms for a while looking at his new tattoos that I had never seen “Why didn’t you speak to me this morning?” I frown “I knew you’d ask me that question again” He sighs out helping me off him “Of course I am going to” I watch him stand and go to pick up my blouse and comes back in front of me
“I had to” He finally replies “To?” He walks back to the table and signals me to sit down “I couldn’t speak to you Skye” He brings his hands behind me and helps me wear my blouse “Why not?” He pauses and thinks for a while
“Don't hate Axel, it was me, I thought that if I didn't speak to you, it'd make you want to leave me, also yesterday, my idea to get you somewhat drunk so you would at least speak to me but we clearly did more than speaking yesterday and I didn’t expect any of that to happen but when I saw you yesterday, I lost my s**t” I smile as I knew automatically he was covering for his brother I mean Jordan didn't really lie to me, I could tell cause I could read right though his bs right now
"You know, I know you're lying right?" I tilt my head as I stroke his face "What do you mean?" He chuckles out still pretending "You're a good brother" I finally look at him finishing the rest of the sentence in my head 'But your brother is one real fucker'
'Why is Axel trying to ruin this, us? I didn't get it cause he's always been a d**k but now? And Jordan doesn't seem to notice anything odd and-'
“This meeting was an important one as you probably could tell, so we weren’t even supposed to sleep together but-“ He shrugs as he interrupts my thoughts and I focus back on him continuing my stroke on his face that I unconsciously stopped due to being lost in through “s**t happens and this morning I couldn’t Skye, if I did I would’ve been distracted too, to be honest. And it would’ve gone to s**t but I can’t say it went any other better after what Giorgio pulled back in there” He finishes and pushes all my hair behind me shoulder
"I did want to let you know Skye but Axel told me you were getting better, I couldn't ruin you again" I smile and shake my head so he didn't feel guilty "It's okay Jordan" He stands up straight and hugs me "Jordan I have to leave soon" I giggle pulling his head back as he leans into my neck
“I may act like a brat but I do trust you Jordan" I reassure him “I know” He swallows breathing out on me
I take in his cologne smell as we stood there, quickly remembering what I wanted at say before “You have so many piercings and tats now” I sat there looking at his ear and he let out chuckles “You notice everything don’t you” He pats my head lifting himself off and I nod with a small smile
“Yeah well” I touch his ears and he brings his hand up to take hold of mine stopping my action “I love you so much” He says randomly again “I never stopped loving you once” I look at him a bit taken a back on how passionate he was about it as if he was about to do something crazy “I love you too” I whisper a bit confused but he just smiles with a relived sigh "Thank god, you haven't said it once I really thought-" He holds his heart evoking a small chuckle from me "Don't tell me you didn't know, I told you I cried myself to sleep, didn't my anger indicate anything?"
“So I hope you don’t get angry at me when I ask how comes you’ve lost so much weight” He whispers in my ear and my heart begins to race as he had even noticed that I wasn’t eating or maybe Axel just told him cause I didn’t notice anything different about me “I haven’t” His hands come down to cup my bum and I look at him as he looks down “Weird” He says to himself and leans to peck my lips then leads it into a proper kiss
“f**k sake” He breaks the kiss as the sound of the phone ringing interrupts us; he looks behind me to his phone on the table and I look back to see Axel calling his number “Yes, relax calm down, yes she’s coming now” Jordan says quickly as he picks up the phone and he ends it dropping it
“That was Axel” I stand up straight as he moves back 'Of course it was' I say to myself in my head
“You’re going back today” He informs me and I nod “Can’t I stay?” I watch him as he moves around his office “You can’t Skye, if people notice you’re gone too it’s gonna be fishy since you came here” He explains coming back to me but it felt like he was making an excuse rather than anything else “You left your phone” He hands me my phone that I hadn’t didn't even was missing "At mine" "Ah, thank you" I take it from him thankfully
“Why did you stop sending the messages?” He asks and I look at him confused by his words "What messages?" "The one you used to send for a while" He reminds me and heat rushes to my face immediately
“You saw the messages too?!?” He nods “The only reason I kept that shitty thing” My heart began to pound at the fact he actually say my ‘I love you’ messages everyday; I mean they were meant for him but it was a part of my healing, I didn't realise he'd actually anticipate for them!
“And of course I wanted to reply, but you know I couldn’t" I didn't say anything and just playfully punched his shoulder "So why were you so scared when I didn't say it then?" He shrugs "I need reassurance Skye, I've been a d**k, I don't deserve you at all" "Damn right you don't" I say with a chuckle that he replicates but quickly wipes off as his phones chimes again
"Axel right?" I ask looking back at the phone on the table "Yeah" He snatches the phone off the table sighing out sadly
I nod getting ready to leave “When will you be back?” I ask trying not to get emotional that I was leaving him again and I didn’t know when I would see him next “Soon baby, soon” He walks up to me and kisses my forehead “Remember I love you” He walks me to the door fixing my shirt and I wait for him to finish
"Perfect" I nod waiting for hi to say more but he looked hesitant “Now go before I stop you” He pushes me forward "Go" He says turning away from me and I look at him for a few seconds before taking a deep breath 'okay' I think in my head as I hear movement behind me but I didn't want to look back so I walk out closing the door behind me spotting Axel near the lifts looking at him phone
'Bye again Jordan' I bite my lip as I make my way to Axel to head to the airport
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2 updates in a day, yes !