18+ shi ahead --- "I'm good at this" Jordan says as rocks Julian who was now asleep "Cute" I say under my breath as I watch him "Lay him on his belly, he sleeps better like that" I instruct Jordan who gently lays him down in his tiny bed then looks at me for approval "Mhm" I put my thumbs up and he throws a small smile on his face proud of his actions "I was so scared I was gonna drop him" He says holding his heart "That's how I felt the first time too" I chuckle lowly as he comes behind me wrapping his arms around my body "I missed this" He sighs and I nod at his words "Theres a reason why I didn't tell you about my ban" I look up at him confused "Why not?" "Cause two reasons" He holds out his hands "You would obviously send me away" "Of course" I roll my eyes at the obviousness "

