I reach out to grab her hand but she was already out the door before I could call out for her 'Am I making the right decision?' I think to myself as I stare at the door 'There's no way you can make her stay here Jordan, it's selfish you're just being selfish' I convince myself as I try not to grab the handle and yank the door open
"You can't Jordan...y-you can't-" I rip my eyes off the door and walk over to the window to wait for her to leave the building
I was playing mind games with her and the only time I feel close to her is when we are physically touching 'You need to focus Jordan' I think to myself as I recount the events of the last 24 hours
I didn't want to tell her here, she has to know but it wasn't the way I planned it. Jealousy had taken over me when I saw Giorgio flirting
