I could not catch a wink of sleep at all. I was bundled up in his arms, feeling happy and couldn't help but smile like a freak all night. Smiling in my husband's arms, in the middle of the night; not freaky at all Rach. I didn't know how much time had passed but I slowly realized that I should have not been feeling that way. My heart was not supposed to be beating in the way that it was. My giggles should not have been threatening to spill out. It wasn't right. Even though we were married, nothing could ever happen. It wasn't like he was just seeing Ashlyn on the side, but he was having a baby with her. He can't, and he won't abandon her, especially when she was carrying their baby. I pulled away from his hold, though it took me a while to struggle free, but once I was out of the bed, I

