6 missed calls and 1 incoming call "How long do you plan to avoid him?" Bianca asked, her voice gentle. "I don't know" I mumbled my eyes glued to the answer button. "Talk to him," she continued "not for him but for yourself. I know how you feel about him Rachel. It's been obvious for a while now. If you avoid him now you'll only feel worse later." My eyes snapped up to hers silently asking how she knew. Bianca just simply nodded and turned away. I could tell that she was hiding something else but I decided not to implore her further. Rachel, you cannot avoid him forever. I knew that I had to talk to him sooner or later. However I wasn't feeling up to it. I mean what could he possibly have to say to me after he viciously ripped out my heart and pummeled it. I think it would have h

