I Am Not Gay

What am I supposed to do?

Aiden's POV.

I came to "A Bar",this bar is mine and this is my secret place to take a rest. I allow myself do something unusual in this bar so I

threated my uncle Tom,after all, he is my uncle,I shouldn't treat him like this.

While I was drinking, I saw the boy with a smile on his face all the time. He looked very happy from his heart,which made me envy a lot. I can't be that happy.

He looks like a sunshine, so I don't want my uncle to ruin my sunshine.

He seems drunk,so I bring him to my restroom on A Bar.

But now, what's the hell? Why the sunshine held me tightly and he kept putting himself on me.

He must be drunk.

He gave off a faint scent that delighted me and I saw his red lips. It seems very seductive and I want to have a taste. In fact I did taste it and it was so delicious that I couldn't help wanting more. He kissed me eagerly, sucked my tongue, and seemed to want more.

God.

I must be drunk.

God.

My things become hard under his kiss and touch. This is the first time of mine.I don't know how to describe this feeling, it's a little painful, and I want to release it. I want someone touch it, but this someone can't be a boy beacuse I am not gay.

"You get hard,let me help you." The sunshine said drunkenly.

He begin to touch my things ,I get more harder. It feels so good that I never experienced.

We kissed fiercely，his hands got faster and faster, and I felt like I was going to heaven.

"Help me, I need you .I've been drugged."He took my hand and let me touch his things.

He seemed to be in a lot of pain, so I followed his lead and quickly trampled him.

I heard him groaning, and it was very seductive. It doesn't make me satisfied with the touch anymore.

"Please help me, I want you inside me,please." He begged me and I answered him with my action.

I put my huge things in his back hole slowly and it sucked on my things tightly.

Oh my god! It feels so amazing!

I was in and out of his body. Our groans filled the room.Finally, we reached an orgasm together.

"You are so hot. It's so cool. I'm sure a lot of women would love to be f****d and killed by you."

" f**k you." I f****d a boy unexpectedly. I shouldn't.

He smiled to me :"Yes ,please. Please f**k me."

His words hit me so hard. He seemed so innocent. I couldn't believe he was saying "Please f**k me."

So I f****d him many times like the devil.We make love like crazy, and we release ourselves completely.

I was inside his body, we went to heaven together, and we went to hell together, as if we were the only ones left in heaven and earth.

Logan's POV

Oh, my God. Oh, why? Why did I say such shameful words last night? I can't believe I said "Please f**k me "to a strange man.

Although he is very handsome and hot，I shouldn't lost my control.

I can't believe it's me. Is it really me? That's so slutty. He's gonna think I'm a slutty person,so he leaved at the very early morning.

All I could tell myself was, "It's not my fault, it's the drugs."Ahhhhhhh!

My phone rang and I got through.

"Hello,Good Morning Mr.Finn. I am xx from Warrent group."

Oh hell, it's from Warrent Group.My heart was filled with ecstasy.

"What can I do for you? Tom." I swallowed my joy and guessed that I must have been accepted.

"Congratulations,Mr.Finn.You've been accepted into our group."

"Oh,Thank you so much for letting me know. Thank you so much Tom."

"You're welcome.So when do you plan to start work? I hope as soon as possible."

"Okay,Tom.I will be there tomorrow. See you tommorrow."

The second morning.

I get up very early, because my villa is in the suburb, so it takes me two hours to get to the city center.

But there was so much traffic that I ran the last part of the way to work in order not to be late.

I was sweating profuse when I saw Tom.Tom told me exactly what I would do and he kept telling me not to quit just because I was afraid of the boss. Although the boss seems to be very grumpy, demanding, impersonal, cold face... But generally speaking, the boss is a nice guy.

It sounds like I have a difficult boss to work with, but I'm sure as long as I keep a smile on my face, it won't be a problem.

But it turned out to be a big problem. When I saw my boss, I found he was the hot man from the night before. He obviously recognized me, too.

"Why are you here? Get out of my office."He said angrily.

I thought he must hate me. But why? I could tell he was excited that night，even excited than me.He's like a beast that's been celibate for a long time.Why is he so angry now?

"Boss, I am your new secretary. Thank you so much for the day before yesterday." I smiled to him.

"I don't need you to be my secretary. You're fired. Now get out of here."

"Boss, please,don't. I need this job. I have a big family need my support. My parents are both disabled and I need to work to treat them." I lied,because I want stay. I tried to trick his sympathy, but I don't know if it would work.

In order to convince him, I tried to squeeze out some tears.

"It's none of my business."He said coldly.

Neither laughing nor crying worked for him. What am I supposed to do?

My heart really special grievance, also my body is very painful because I was f****d by the man in front of me, but now he was so cold to me. I couldn't stopping my tears.