He Called Me Angel. Disaster Engagement Series Book 1 Free

Episode 7

"I want you to touch yourself Stefan that would really make me come" he pulled away for a moment and looked up at me with a confused look on his face "What? you would like that?" I nodded my head and bit my bottom lip. He just smiled and stood up and started to stroke his c**k. Long strokes up and down, he was staring down at me lying on the bed and I was squirming with anticipation This turned me on more than anything in the world. I threw my legs up a little and said " now you bad boy make me come first then you can come" he bent his head down again and was licking my p***y but this time it was rough and fast just the way I like it. He was matching his own pace of his strokes and grunting into my c**t. "Your so wet Lydia let me f**k you" "no" I said firmly. "Come on Angel I promise to be a good boyfriend just let me put my d**k inside you" no chance that was happening I was loving this too much for it to stop, the sight of him touching his d**k was too exciting. I was holding my ankles and he stuck his two fingers in his mouth and then slide them slowly inside me. He was licking my c**t and fingering me at the same time. He was groaning into my c**t as he was rubbing his d**k and it was amazing. I was on the edge of an orgasm I grabbed his hair and started to rub myself against his mouth "don't stop Stefan don't stop" "oh yes" I could hear him moaning "yes oh god ahhhh" he stopped what he doing and was out of breath, "don't stop Stefan" he climbed up my body kissing me all the way up, "I'm sorry I can't hold on any longer , and he held my leg up and put his rock hard d**k inside me, "I told you no." I said with a giggle, after two thrusts he let out a loud moan...he was coming. I couldn't believe he was that quick again. When he caught his breath he said "I'm sorry Angel" what the hell! I was so disappointed "It's fine don't worry about it" I said, But I was frustrated as hell "s**t I'm sorry Lydia, it's just, you are so sexy and I couldn't stop. I'm sorry" he looked gutted, he just looked down at his d**k and said "give me a few minutes and I will be ready to go again" he looked embarrassed and then he kissed me on the lips, how could I be angry with him, after all he was trying his best.

Stefan went for a shower and I said I was going to make breakfast but I really wanted to sneak down stairs to speak to the Big Man about the conversation I had over heard between him and Fran on the balcony. I put my pjs back on and tip toed out. Their argument had really been playing on my mind. I was worried sick about the band because I loved being part of our little 'family' and hated the thought of something like this breaking us up. We had worked so hard to get to where we were and the thought of them throwing it all away over some disagreement about a girl made my stomach knot. I crept into the Big Man’s kitchen and there was empty bottles and broken glass every where. He was standing next to the kettle that was about to boil rubbing his forehead. He was only wearing shorts, his hair was messy but he still looked handsome. I sometimes forgot just how muscular he was. I know he's called the Big Man but he was massive "Morning Big Man, how are you feeling honey? that was some party." He turned to face me "aww Gorgeous I'm dying this morning" I can honestly say I don't think I had ever heard him complain of a hangover before. "Oh wow it must be bad your usually a machine. At least you still look good" I was expecting the usual banter back and forth that we always had but he just said "fancy a coffee?" right so he wasn't joking he must be dying. He then turned and picked me up and put me up on the kitchen counter, "there's broken glass Gorgeous I don't want you hurting yourself" he managed to give me a little smile. Then he said "where did you go last night me and Fran were looking for you?" "Oh I went to bed I was tired" he just nodded his head “I said you probably sneaked upstairs with Stefan” he looked pissed off “no I didn’t! I sneaked up there to get away from him” A look of relief washed over him. He stood in front of me and tucked a strand of hair behind my ear “you look really cute with your hair up like that, it reminds me of when we were at school” there was something different about him he wasn’t full of his usual banter and he seemed a little sad. “Are you ok Big Man?” He gave me a half smile “I’m just a little hung over” but I could tell it was more than that. I put my arms out to him “come here give me a hug” his face broke into a huge smile and he came towards me and I wrapped my arms around him. He was like a huge hot water bottle. He squeezed me tight and I ran my hand down the back of his neck. We cuddled for a couple of minutes. He was rubbing my back and nuzzling into my neck and he didn’t seem to want to let me go. “Are you sure your ok honey?” I asked. He looked me in the eye and I could tell something was playing on his mind and he really had me worried. Then he smiled “of course I’m fine, stop worrying” he kissed the end of my nose and turned to make the coffee. I sat on the counter watching him. His shoulders were slumped and he wasn’t himself. I didn’t want to annoy him by bringing up the argument he had with Fran but I had to get to the bottom of it for my own sanity. I opened my mouth to speak when Franco walked in. "What are you doing here Gorgeous?” he asked as he kissed my cheek, he was only in his tight boxers and his skin was tanned and perfect. How could these boys look so good when I must look like s**t. I was just wearing pink satin pjs, they were shorts and a vest top with spaghetti straps with white lace round them and my hair up in a pony and no shoes I must have looked dreadful. "I need to speak to you and the big man about something" they shot each other a look "is everything okay?" Asked Fran. “Is it Stefan? Has he hurt you? I swear to god I’ll f*****g kill him” said the Big Man. "it's not Stefan, it’s just that I overheard you two arguing last night out on the balcony and I wanted to know if everything is okay" the Big Man looked embarrassed and turned to make the coffee, and Fran looked at me "we weren't arguing Gorgeous you must have misheard us" he was being really condescending. "Eh yes you were Franco! you said that you were going to kill him for hanging about my flat and that you both had feelings for.... well you know what you said" Fran’s face dropped and the Big Man spun around to face us, he looked terrified. "you heard that?" Asked Fran "yeah I think the three of us should talk about all this" they both looked really intense they must really like her. They kept looking at each other and then back at me. Fran finally said "So now you know, you must be a bit shocked" "yeah it's nuts" I said with a giggle "how do you feel about this Lydia?” the Big Man asked. I just shrugged my shoulders and smiled, I didn't want to get involved in their love life's I just wanted to know the band was going to be okay. "It doesn’t matter how I feel it just matters what happens next" I said. The boys looked at each other and a smile broke out on Fran’s face but the Big Man still looked terrified "so what's going to happen Gorgeous?" He asked, I thought for a second or two then finally said "the four of us have been friends since we were three years old, I don't think you guys should fight over a girl" the Big Man just looked at the floor and he seemed embarrassed. Fran was looking me right in the eye "go on Gorgeous?" I cleared my throat and said "I think that we need to put the band first and that all these feelings will pass in time" they both looked pretty hurt. "I know it's not ideal for you both but you two are like brothers you can't let a girl come between that" Fran’s face dropped and then he just nodded and said "understood" the Big Man turned to drink his coffee "I'm glad we are all in agreement then boys, and don't worry I won't mention anything about this to Stacey" I jumped off the counter, the big man said "Stacey? what do you mean?" The two of them were looking at me like I was a mad woman. "I mean I won't tell Stacey that you two have feelings for her" Fran looked at the Big Man and let out a sigh of relief and started to smile but the Big Man still looked upset he then stepped forward and said "Lydia listen about last night it was ..." then Fran grabbed his arm. "we agree with you Gorgeous we will stay away from Stacey and we can go back to everything being normal between us all. okay?" I wondered why he was talking to me but directing it at the Big Man. Then the Big Man just laughed "yeah Gorgeous don't you worry about all this, we were just drunk and all this will pass don't give it a second thought" "thank god" I said and let out a laugh, "I'm so relieved, I was up all night worried sick" the Big Man walked up to me and said "don't be daft Gorgeous everything will be alright" he gave me a little kiss on the forehead. "Okay well I'm going to go back to bed, I'm so tired" "do you want me to come up and tuck you in?" Said the Big Man with a sexy smirk, he must have been feeling better "piss off Big Man” I laughed "look out for all the broken glass Gorgeous, it's everywhere, where are your shoes?” Asked Fran, then he stepped forward and picked me up "I'll carry you upstairs this is beginning to become a habit you running around shoeless!" The two of us laughed "see you soon Big Man," he just gave me a wave and went back to drinking his coffee. When we got into the elevator Fran was still carrying me,I had my arms around his neck and we were nose to nose. Our little chat about him and the Big Man both liking Stacey had settled my nerves but he looked like he had the weight of the world on his shoulders. “can I ask you something Franco?" "Yeah of course you can ask me anything" he said “is everything going to be okay Francis?" He was quiet for a second "I don't know Gorgeous, only time will tell" and I could see in his eyes that he really didn't know what was going to happen next. "You really like her that much don't you? He nodded his head "She's a lucky girl Franco" he looked so sad, I felt terrible for him. I started to stroke the side of his face. He looked into my eyes and said "listen Lydia I need to tell you the truth...." and the elevator doors opened and Stefan was standing in my living room dripping wet in just a towel and he looked furious. He just stared at us for what felt like an eternity. I suppose this wasn't ideal I mean he must have came out of the shower and wondered where I was and then found that Franco, the one person that he was most jealous of, was carrying me like we were a couple of newlyweds. I kept telling him that nothing was going on between me and Fran but this wasn't doing my case any favours. Fran stepped out the elevator and gently put me down and kissed my cheek "just returning your girlfriend mate" he said with a sly smile he stepped back into the lift and as the doors were closing he gave me a little wink. When I turned round to face Stefan he was absolutely livid. His face was bright red "Stefan I can explain...." "you better f*****g start talking cause I'm going to lose it Lydia" he was really angry but I suppose I couldn't blame him. Fran and I were half dressed in each other's arms. I took a deep breath and tried to explain "well I heard the Big Man and Fran fighting last night, and they were fighting over Stacey” He looked a little confused. They’re both are in love with her or something and that's why they've been hanging

about me so much at the moment, they’re both trying to get to Stacey." He sat on the arm of the sofa and crossed his arms, his eyebrows were down like he was trying to take it all in, then he said " right so is that why the Big Man moved in here?" "Technically no.. but it's the reason he's been coming over all the time" he was still thinking "I suppose that makes sense" then he said "what about Franco? the way he is with you..you know...constantly touching you?" "He's always been like that but I think maybe he's been trying to make Stacey jealous" “but why did they both warn me to stay away from you, why were they so angry Angel?" I thought about it for a second or two, "They are just protective of me, I've told you before we are like a family" he looked kind of relieved, "come here" he said and I walked over and he grabbed me onto his knee in a hug. "I suppose I will just have to get used to having a girlfriend with two really overprotective, interfering brothers" he kissed the end of my nose. Just then a voice came from behind us "you guys are so loud" it was Chris. "What are you doing here? " I asked "I must have fell asleep on the sofa when I brought Stefan home. He stood up and stretched, "put the kettle on Stefan, Gorgeous fancy going back to bed for a few hours I'm shattered" and he wondered into my bedroom. I looked at Stefan and said "Make that three overprotective, interfering brothers"

Chapter 11

A couple of weeks later we left for our European tour and Stefan was our opening act and it was great, well at least to begin with. Me and the boys were having an amazing time although we weren’t on a tour bus this time because we had come up in the world we just traveled by private plane from city to city. This meant I wasn’t stuck on a bus with those boys the whole time. Although I loved them dearly they were so messy. All the hotels were 5 star which was a far cry from our early days. I always felt that Fran loosened up when we were on the road. And staying in nice hotels meant it was a lot easier for me to be glamorous for the shows. We were all having a blast going around Europe from city to city getting swarmed by fans and doing sell out shows, it was really good times. At the beginning of the tours we would always do the show then go wild and really party, but by the end we were drunk before the show even started, because the days and nights rolled into one. We would do press in whichever city we were in. Every interviewer always asked the same things "are you and Franco in love?" “Are you secretly a couple?” I wish they would f**k off it was so boring. The third week we were in Paris and we turned up drunk at the Louvre. Stefan was passed out in the hotel so it was just four of us. We must have looked insane we were wearing our black leather jackets black shades and I had on a black mini dress and heels. We had been up for about 3 days by this point and were really on a roll. We were having a private tour but photographers were still snapping photos. As we were walking through we were still drinking. We had glasses of vodka on our hands and Chris was drinking red wine straight from the bottle. I decided it would be funny to do a few cartwheels, the big man and Fran thought it was hilarious, and Chris threw up red wine on the floor. We were asked to leave and given a life time ban but one of the photos became iconic and would become our next album cover. We were having a ball and the boys had a lot of fun with the groupies, usually two and three at a time and I had Stefan to keep me company. It soon came out in the press that we were a couple. We had been drunk and kissing outside a bar in Berlin and I was that wasted I didn't care who seen us and they seen us alright. The papers and celebrity websites loved it. "Pop heart throb and rock princess in love" "Franco dumped and heart broken" Stefan and Fran ended up having a night out just the two of them so that they were photographed looking like best mates so Fran didn't look like he had been dumped by me. The fans would have hated that. The photos did the trick, but Stefan said Fran kept trying to get him to sleep with some of the groupies. Stefan said it was really weird and I was absolutely livid with Fran, then when I spoke to him about it he was really apologetic and I knew he wouldn't do anything to hurt me. He said that he was really drunk and forgot that me and Stefan were a couple. Which kind of made sense because they had been friends for a long time before we had started seeing each other. Stefan became wary of Fran after that and just started to hang out with Chris. Chris was his usual self on tour, he tried to keep up with us the first few weeks drinking and smoking and snorting anything we could get our hands on, then the rest of the time he was just quietly spaced out, but he was happy on what ever it was he was taking. The Big Man had woman surrounding him at all times and he was happy too. I was enjoying having the boys there for a party and seeing nice places and being with Stefan. We were growing closer everyday and I enjoyed it to begin with. We decided to have a couple of days away from the boys by the time we were in Barcelona. We checked into a fancy hotel away from them. I had planned on staying in bed for the whole time. As soon as we got to the hotel suite Stefan and I were tearing each other's clothes off. He stepped out of his trousers and he was completely naked. I was still in my underwear and heels. "Stroke your d**k for me baby" I asked in my most seductive voice. He knew this was my ultimate turn on. He did as he was asked. I slipped off my bra never taking my eyes off him. Then I turned around and slowly pulled my g string down my legs as I looked back over my shoulder at Stefan I released he was coming. This was getting beyond a joke I didn't even have my knickers off yet. "Stefan!" I almost shouted. I was so disappointed. "I'm sorry but it's not my fault, it's yours" he shouted. "Why is it my fault?" He stepped towards me with his fists clenched, I had never seen him so angry "if I find out you tell anyone about this..." he shouted and then he turned and stormed into the bathroom. After about half an hour and a few drinks he was back to himself. I knew from his reaction that it was a sore point with him so I didn’t bring it up again but I could tell it was playing on his mind. After that I couldn’t help but question our relationship. I couldn’t talk to the boys about it so I called Stacey for a bit of woman’s advice and she thought it was hilarious. She said I shouldn’t worry too much that at least he thought I was sexy and that’s why he kept shooting his load too quick, but I was frustrated. I just wanted a good s*x life with my boyfriend but instead I was always left disappointed and his reaction had me slightly alarmed, I knew he was embarrassed by the situation but he didn’t have to take it out on me. So we both just buried our heads in the sand and ignored it but between that and how argumentative he was when he was drunk, the writing was on the wall, it was only a matter of time before we split up. The tour seemed to be dragging in and I couldn’t wait to get home. One night we were all leaving a club in Madrid. All the boys including Stefan were drunk and I was walking behind them. I wasn’t as drunk as them but I was struggling to walk in my heels. I stoped to fix my shoe before we got outside because there was lots of fans hanging around and I wanted to get straight into the car that was waiting for us. I could see through the glass doors that my body guard Harry was standing with the door of the car open and Chris had already managed to get himself in the back seat. The Big Man had his arm around Stefan to steady him and Fran was shaking his head at Harry and laughing at how drunk Stefan was again. They were all outside and I was still struggling with my shoe when I felt someone come up behind me. I turned around and it was young boy, he must have only been around 16 years old and I wondered how he had managed to get into the club. He threw his arms around me and said he was a huge fan of the band in broken English. It wasn’t unusual for fans to hug us, especially when they were drunk so I just said thanks and tried to walk away but the boy grabbed my arm and pulled me close to him and tried to kiss me on the lips. I totally freaked out and started to shout for Fran to help me. Fran and Harry ran towards the doors and grabbed the young boy. Harry took him outside and Fran hugged me to calm me down but I was shaking because i had got such a fright. Then Big Man and Stefan came rushing through the large doors. “Are you ok gorgeous what happened?” Asked the Big Man, the look of panic on his face made me feel embarrassed and I wanted to play down the fact that I was shitting myself, “I’m fine I just got a fright because that young guy tried to kiss me” “where is he Angel? I’m going to kick the s**t out of him” said Stefan but he was so drunk he was slurring his words. “don’t be daft you couldn’t fight your way out of a paper bag the state you’re in, let’s just get her back to the hotel”said Fran as he put his arm around me and led me out to the car. Harry got into the drivers seat and we all sat in silence. No one spoke the whole journey because no one knew what to say. When we got back to the hotel the Big Man and Chris went for a few drinks at the bar but I went straight to my room and Stefan followed me. When he closed the door behind him he looked furious. “What the f**k happened back there?” He asked “a young fan tried to kiss me but it was out of nowhere and I panicked because I was on my own” he shook his head “I don’t mean that. I mean why did you shout for Fran and not me?” To tell you the truth it was just a natural reaction to shout for Fran. Stefan said it was strange that I didn’t turn to him to protect me. And I guess he was right in a way but I was sick of him being jealous all time and wasn’t in the mood to argue. He stormed out and went to find the boys. I got into bed and after an hour or so I was still awake, that young boy trying to kiss me had really shook me up. I tried to get to sleep but my mind was racing. I hated that everyone had seen me upset although obviously I hadn’t cried but I was still embarrassed. The truth was that young fan lunging at me had brought back a lot of old memories from my childhood that I didn’t want to think about. I wanted to explain to Stefan the real reason I was so affected by it and why I had turned to Fran for comfort but I was ashamed of my past and I didn’t want Stefan to know what had happened to me and I was sick of him being around me I wanted to be single again and the relationship was dead in the water. I sat up in bed and hugged my legs and decided that maybe for once that I would allow myself to cry. I took a deep breath and let out a loud yelp. Although I didn’t produce any tears and I was surprised because I was really really sad in fact I was the saddest I had felt in years. I made the same loud noice again and this time it sounded like a killer whale. I patted my eyes and they were still dry. I decided to give it one last try. I took a big breath and then there was a small knock at my hotel room door. I wanted to ignore it but I thought that maybe it was Stefan and I didn’t want him to kick off in the hotel hallway. I crept over and opened the door and it was Fran and I was so happy that it was him. Fran always shuffled from one foot to another when he was nervous. I looked down at his feet as he did his nervous shuffle and wondered if he had heard me trying to cry. He stepped inside my room and closed the door behind him and grabbed me into a hug. If he had heard me he was too much of a gentleman to bring it up to me. He stroked my hair as he hugged me and I was glad he was there. Fran had always been the one person that I knew I could turn to. He was my best friend and I knew I shouldn’t compare people but I knew that he would never have left me alone in a strange hotel knowing that I was scared and upset. Especially because he knew why I was so upset. Fran knew everything that happened to me when I was a little girl and although we never spoke about it he was still protective of me. Maybe if I was honest with Stefan about my past he would have stayed with me that night but if you love someone you shouldn’t have to explain why you are upset they should just be there for you. Fran pulled away from our hug and gave me a little smile “are you okay Gorgeous?” He asked as he kissed my cheek. I wanted to tell him everything. I wanted to tell him that I wasn’t happy with Stefan and that I wanted to run away from everything. I wanted to cry and tell him that I was scared but I managed to keep it inside and burry it like I always did. “I’m fine Fran” he gave me a worried look “you don’t seem fine in fact you seem f*****g miserable. I was sleeping and the Big Man woke me up to empty my mini bar. He said Stefan is in his room with