I wait in my bedroom at the pack house. I don’t know why but for the last 20 minutes or so I’ve felt a calm come over me, and an excitement has started to bubble in my tummy. I am patiently waiting for Anna to finish in the kitchens and then she’ll come and tell me whether she spoke to Alpha Andrew, my mates brother and what he said. However, from the feelings I’m getting I think my mate is happier... Does he know about me? Does he want me? I think maybe he does; I feel overwhelmed with my own want and desire for him. I want him so much, I think I love him already and I don’t even know how his voice sounds, I’ve only just learnt his name... Alex, but his given name is Alexander. I love that his name is shortened just like mine. I don’t think anyone even remembers that my

