I’ve completely and utterly lost my mind. I’ve searched the hospitals. I have been back to the shopping mall. I have checked out the schools, even the primary ones. She’s not here, how can she not be here? Is she hiding from me? I shifted into my wolf form about half an hour back and I’m running through the woods that border our lands. I know Andrew has shifted too and has started to track me. He heard and probably felt my howls of pain. Every time he tries to mindlink me I block him. I don’t want to hear it, he’s never met his mate, he doesn’t understand how painful, frustrating, soul destroying this is. I need her and want her and right now nothing else matters to me. Running in wolf form seems to ease some of my pain. I know my wolf form is pining for his mate and