~ ENRIQUE ~ It’s late into the night and despite the multiple dives, I am no closer to reaching where the chupacabras are coming from and my body is demanding rest. I reach home pretty f*****g defeated and exhausted, with Jose saying I needed to regather my strength before trying again. The pressure in the depths of the water was pretty intense, too. I know I’m close and I know it’s there. I just need to find it… I head upstairs, reaching for the handle of the door to the room she’s in when I close my eyes and turn away, heading to the room across the hall. Having dinner with her made me realise I won’t have her around for much longer. It kind of hit f*****g hard. Since she came, I have felt emotion, felt at peace and enjoyed moments of actual enjoyment. I shower slowly, letting the

