Lyra's POV I struggle to stifle my sobs when I remember the guy at the club.I wonder if he's still alive and if I'll ever be able to live with the fact that a man died because of my reckless actions. I was furious,yeah,but is that enough reason to kiss another guy?The thought of it makes me utterly disgusted with myself. How could I have been so careless,so thoughtless?Each passing moment I'm haunted by the image of his face. With a tight fist,he started the engine,his jaw clenched,gripping the steering wheel like he was ready to tear it off the dashboard.He was beyond furious. He zoomed off at a breakneck speed,and my heart leaped into my throat.I gripped the door tightly,my eyes squeezed shut in terror,feeling every twist and turn of his driving. My knuckles turned wh

