Lyra's POV
I watch him leave my room,and I can't help but hold my hand to my mouth to stifle the cry that threatens to burst out.I feel numb and drained.
As time passes,I can't seem to put it together.Eventually,I burst out crying,allowing the tears to flow freely.
I need it for my sanity.I need to let go so I can start all over again.I'm stuck in a circle without any sense of direction.
I cry my eyes out,and before I know it,I drift off to sleep.
Sasha refuses to communicate with me.I understand it's painful because of the bond she shares with Dolph,but I need to reclaim my sanity.
I feel a presence in the room.I struggle to open my eyes because of the brightness flooding in from the morning sun piercing through my window.
Finally,I manage to look and realize it's J
