She was Her Desire

The secret is out

Jess had not expected this to be so exciting because Stacy was not resisting. She seemed interested in whatever it was that she was going to do to her. She had a beautiful body and Jess couldn’t hood it anymore. Their room was humidified and warm enough. She pulled her T-shirt over her head and tossed it on the floor. She knelt with Stacy’s body between her legs. She leant in for kiss. Stacy felt the soft, moist lips against hers. Jess kissed her softly and drew away from Stacy when she started to kiss her deeper and faster. She was struggling to grab Jess’ hair but she was cuffed. However, all this was thrilling. Jess took her lips away from her lips and planted a soft kiss on Stacy’s neck. She sucked on it a little before she went back up and went for the earlobe. She put it in her mouth and sucked. Stacy’s body was full of goose bumps. She was so aroused that she almost begged for Jess to suck her n*****s. She had been always the one to tease and now she couldn’t take it anymore. Jess cupped both her breasts and squeezed hard, so hard that it hurt a little. Stacy couldn’t tell what she felt more, the pleasure or the pain. It was all taking her to ecstasy.

Jess loved her reaction, mixed with her sexy loud moans. He breasts felt great in her hands. She wanted to squeeze them, she was trying not to hurt her in the process. She was controlling her pace but it was getting intense and she felt it. She took one n****e in her mouth and bit it, this time, she wasn’t gentle. She didn’t want gentle and neither did Stacy, who was moaning loudly. They were sure everyone heard them but that didn’t matter.Fr some reason, Jess was thrilled by the fact that other people were listening to them, or maybe peeping. She didn’t care much.

Stacy felt Jess’ hands all over her body. Jess gasped when she brought her face to Stacy’s crotch. She could smell her scent and it made her wild. Without warning, she dove her face between Stacy’s legs and run her tongue up and down her clean slit. Stacy couldn’t help herself, she let out a loud moan. Jess didn’t pause, instead, she went down on her even more. She kept her legs wide open but Stacy couldn’t stay still. She kept wiggling her waist, grinding her p***y against her face. She wrapped her legs around Jess’ neck and lifted her butt. Jess knew that she was about to climax. She held her down and let her explode until she was calm again. She stopped and lay besides Stacy who was still cuffed to the bed. She raised the blindfold. Stacy smiled at Jess. She had never been this pleased with anyone in bed. Jess undid the cuffs her and Stacy slid into her arms and lay on her chest. Jess pulled up the covers and the two lovebirds slept from exhaustion

The next few days had been fun but Jess and Stacy wanted to be back in New York City before the New Years. It would be so much fun crossing over the year in the city than in the woods. They had stayed for six days and now they had to drive back. Tim helped Jess with checking the car while Alex and Stacy packed their stuff. They all had been happy.

“She’s a good one,” Tim said, wiping of the car oil from his hands using a cloth.

“You think?” Jess asked, chuckling.

“I know so.” Tim said.

Stacy and Jess said their goodbyes after packing up everything. It had been a great way of spending their holiday. Stacy had always been in the city and she had never had that kind of experience before. She was thankful.

As they drove off, Jess kept quiet, she held her girlfriend’s hand as they approached the highway. They had agreed to drive all the way without making so many stops. They would not sleep in a motel. Instead, they would drive all the way home. They had forgotten to switch their phones back on. It was like they were getting used to being without them. And this was a good thing. Jess drove for seven straight hours and stopped at a gas station. After refilling ad getting some snacks from the standalone store, she came back and Stacy was up already. She left for the bathroom and came back after a few minutes. Jess had already switched on her phone when Stacy got back to the car. The phone kept buzzing.

“I forgot we have phones.” Stacy said as she settled on the driver’s seat, adjusting the seatbelt.

“Me too, here.” Jess said as she handed her her phone.

“Umh, I’m driving. I will switch it on when we get home.” Stacy said. She never texted while driving. If it was urgent, she would pull over, something Jess had picked from her.

“That’s my professional chauffeur” Jess said, teasingly.

“Am a chauffeur now? Hell no.” Stacy joked.

Jess’ phone kept on buzzing and she had over forty voicemail messages. She opened the messages and they were all from Scarlet.

“So since when did you start getting so many missed calls? Who has been calling you?” Stacy asked.

Jess knew that tis was about to get nasty, she froze. She didn’t know what to say and she didn’t want to lie to her either.

“Umh, they are from Scarlet.” Jess murmured. She didn’t feel right to say it, she didn’t want her to get mad over the whole Scarlet thing but it was inevitable.

“Do I keep driving or do we need to pullover and have a conversation?” Stacy asked furiously. She was about to get crazy.

“Come on baby, don’t start.” Jess said. She didn’t want to talk about it.

“Mmmmh…okay.” Stacy said. She decided to wait until they got home.

“I would be very disappointed with myself if I lost you to her.” Stacy said. Jess reached out to hold her hand but she couldn’t let her. She was still furious.

“You might want to slow down babe.” Jess said after she noticed how fast Stacy was driving. It was like her anger depended on it.

“Yeah, you’re right.” Stacy admitted, slowing down the car. She looked at Jess and their eyes met. Jess could see the anger and hurt in her eyes. She blamed herself for ever mentioning Scarlet’s name. She wished she didn’t know her, she wished she hadn’t gone to her place that night but she had to tell Stacy the truth. She was ricking losing the only woman she loved, all because of a silly mistake, she could have waited for Stacy that night, and she could have listened to her before running off like a coward. She was disappointed with herself.

“Babe, I promise we will talk about it all when we get home. I really do love you.” Jess said. She meant every part of that statement.

“Okay, I really love you too.” Stacy said.

She had met Jess when she needed someone to lean on. She had learnt almost everything she knew about life from her but now she couldn’t help but feel the emptiness in her soul. She had always wanted Jess for herself, she wanted to be her only choice, and she had been, until now. She wasn’t sure that Jess was going to tell her the truth. She had thought that it didn’t matter whether they had slept together with Scarlet but now it did. She wanted to know everything. She squeezed on Jess’ hand as she drove.

Jess had fallen asleep almost immediately leaving Stacy alone. Stacy had not made any steps and about five hours later, they got to their apartment. They were both tired and it was cold outside. After a quick shower, they both went to bed. Jess cuddled Stacy and they fell sleep for about six hours. Later that evening, they ordered pizza and Jess knew it was time to tell her the truth. Stacy had been awfully quiet and she was afraid of what Jess would say. She was not ready to lose her and neither did she want to stay in a relationship full of lies and secrets.

“So you want to tell me exactly what is going on?” Stacy broke the awkward silence between them.

“I swear I will tell you everything but you will have to believe me.” Jess said. She hoped that Stacy would hear her out.

“Go ahead Jess.” She never called her by her name. Jess was scared out of her mind. What would she do without her?

“The night I left you at the club.” Jess started, her lips were trembling with each word coming out of her mouth.

“Yes, the night you slept at her place, or should I say with her?” Stacy asked. She only hoped that these words were not true. She had thought that she would get over all that happened that night but she had not.

“What about that night boo?” Stacy asked sarcastically.

“Something happened between Scarlet and I.” Jess said. She had never been this tensed before. Telling her girlfriend that she had slept with Scarlet was bad but telling her the whole truth, including the part where she had been having feelings for Scarlet would ruin everything but she had promised to tell her girlfriend everything.

“What do you mean something?” Stacy asked. As much as she was afraid of hearing it, she wanted the truth.

“I went to her place and told her whatever happened between us that night. She took me in. I swear I was sleeping on the couch and…” Jess was saying when Stacy cut her off.

“And what? You want me to believe that she came on you?” Stacy said, almost shouting at her girlfriend.

Jess had never seen her that angry, she was a little scared of her at that particular moment.

“I wasn’t going to say that.” Jess said, she was getting a little tired with all the interruptions. She was getting furious.

“Okay, sorry. It’s just that I find it hard to believe you’d do this to me.” Stay said. Her eyes were getting teary but she was not going to show it to Jess. She was going to be strong, she was going to make the right decision.

“Listen to me baby.” Jess was saying but Stacy told her to continue.

“Okay, yeah, I went to get a glass of water from her kitchen and she was there. One thing led to the other and I messed up.” Jess finally let out. It was like every single word hurt her tongue, everything hurt for a moment.

“You really did sleep with her. Oh my God!” Stacy said as she stormed out of the living room into the bedroom.

Jess followed her into the room but she closed the door and locked it behind her. Jess tried to convince her to open but she couldn’t. She was sobbing loudly from the room and Jess stood there, by the door. She begged and begged for her to come out but she was silent.

“Baby, please open the door. It was just a one night thing and I regret every single thing I did.” Jess explained.

“I love you and only you.” She continued but all she could hear was her girlfriend crying. It broke her heart. She never wanted to hurt her but then again she had.

“I thought you did, but there are so many things am not sure of now.” Stacy said, between sobs.

“I never wanted that to happen.” Jess said. Stacy would not open the door.

“We need to talk, why don’t you open the door?” Jess said.

Stacy was hurting but if she was going to lose Jess, she was going to hear every word she had to say. The fact was that she wouldn’t be secure loving her, knowing that every day she went to work, she would meet Scarlet. What would happen if she had feelings for her? She kept wondering. She opened the door and they both sat on the bed. Jess could not bring herself to face her girlfriend, she was ashamed of the choices she made that night.

“So did you have feelings for her?” Stacy asked.

“I don’t know what came over me.” Jess said. She wasn’t sure what to answer to that questions. She didn’t know either.

“Answer the question Jess.” Stacy insisted, looking into her girlfriend’s eyes.

“I don’t know, okay” Jess uttered.