*VERGA HELL* Living alone was really hard. Even if I was so happy when I came out and mingled with people, still, it could not fill the emptiness I felt inside my heart. When I returned home, no one would wait for me , no one would cook for me, no one would eat for me, no one would get drunk with me, no one would chat with me, and most of all, no one would accompany me. I was like living in a tall tower in which I could see nothing but a vast cloud occupying the entire space. While next to me was a bottle of tequila, face wrapped with a facial mask, eyes covered with thinly sliced cucumbers, crossed legs and listening to music on my laptop using the headset, I laid my body on the folded bed while leisurely watching the sky. The night today felt secure and truly calm. It has a nice vie

