As You Fallen

Chapter 1

Another day came but the my problem is I don’t know what I can do for today. I just woke up with this pretty face of mine, but the boredom is still there knocking on me every day. I giggled and jumped like a kid on my bed, I think the alcohol is still in my body. I have a huge house, I have luxury car, a nine digits on my bank account and a pretty face that everyone will love and envy, but i find my life so boring. Yeah, i have everything that human being wishing for, but I’m not a human, I’m a Deity, a powerful and almost perfect creature. Oh, cut the crap, Jemisha.

I must go to epithymia asylo or maybe in my asylo. Argh, my life sucks. So boring, so plain, nothings new, and not exciting. Even i go to epithymia my boredom never get away from me. I need to look for something that will boost my energy. I was ready to get out of my bed when the image of my phone pop up in my head. Darn it! Where the hell and on earth is my phone!?

I jumped off of my bed, while my eyes still busy searching for my phone. Argh, my phone, my baby phone. I searched to my side table, underneath my bed, to my closet, then i realize i have powers to see the past, correction, only my past, not the past of others, not even my past of my loved ones or friend, only mine.

What a dumb. I stood up in front of my mirror. My mirror looks like the mirror of snow white's step mom, its color black, but there is a trace of gold in it. Seeing my beautiful face in the mirror made me giggled. Okay, that's enough, i closed my eyes firmly, to do the ritual, and when i opened my eyes, i saw myself in the mirror doing my things in the past, like a movie clip.

"What? Argh, it was there, all along?" I scratched my cheek because of my stupidity.

I forgot that i transformed into a human last night so i got easily drunk and vomited in the bathroom. My phone slipped down in my hand while I was busy vomiting, and it shoots straight to the toilet. I’m cute, but sometimes dumb when i transformed into a human. I hate human. Maybe i should play with them. Yeah, maybe playing with them will get away to my boredom.

Since I’m in human formation right now, i need to take a bath. Going to the bathroom, i can feel my stomach ached, maybe because of alcohol and hunger. I drink without eating, being in human forma is a one of a hell. I walked fast as i could and take a bath as fast as i could. When I’m done taking a bath, i wore my black dress and transform into a spirit. This is a day, a one of hell day, not for me, but for those who is lucky enough to get notice from my beautiful eyes.

"Seeing human suffer because of their own fear is one of the best movie that i can ever watch, hmm." I smirked.

I saw in the mirror how my human form slowly but surely vanishing into the mid air. Without human form the mirror is useless and unlucky. The normal mirror cannot do anything about me, they cannot reflect my real form, even without my black hat. The black is for us to carry for an emergency use, we can be invisible if we want to, but there is a time that, because of the lack of the energy, it is hard for us to be invisible. I sighed heavily and use my maijeing (Teleport power). I came in my favorite resto. Where evils, demons, succubus, spirits and other weird creature can hang out whenever they want. They can stay here even 24/7 of their day.

I seated on the chair with two people can occupy. This is my favorite spot. Anyway, I’m here in epithymia asylo. In this realm, we can do whatever we want, this is beyond the heaven and hell's control, the realm of epithymia asylo. I have my own asylo, my world, my own kingdom where i rule, but my world seems boring for me, that's why I’m always staying in the terrestrial realm. Not just for fun, but also to find where i am really belonged.

"Your order, Jemie," A tall guy asked.

I looked at him with a deadly glare. I hate this guy, he always calls me that way as if we are close, and he even teased me because of my name. He said that my name sounds like amnesia and I’m a bit agree with that, but still no, because we are not friends and we are not close enough to throw a joke to each other. And the most irritating one is, he sometimes calls me in ‘may deperensya’ (lunatic). Like what the heck. I’m not a lunatic. I can even speak all the language that human use, even the dialect. This bastard really pains in the a*s.

"Stop it, Tyson. Don't piss me off, fucker."  I gritted my teeth.

He laughed so loud and i wished he got choked and die from it. Tyson is a deity, but didn't act like one. He usually plays around like a kid and pissed off his costumer. Yeah, he's the owner of this place, my favorite place, what a curse. I cannot believe he owned a famous and luxurious restaurant. It's not obvious to him, looks cheap. Yeah, in the first place he's a deity and superior than so many creatures. I haven't seen him in a serious mode, but i know his weakness. He was once overcome my power, when he got into the world of nightmare, the world of fear he created, he knows how to escape, but it took him so long to come out from the world of fear. He stole the book of death and fear, well, that his book, so I let it back.

"You know what, I’m curious."  He's grinning from ear to ear.

What's running into his little brain. Damn this man, I would really be glad if he got choked from my very own beautiful hands.

"Don't share, 'cause i don't care," I boringly response.

"That's a song, you know, ‘cause i don't care when I’m with my baby, yeah."

"Yuck, don't you sing again. You're like a singing demon who chant for your demon," I said in a disgusting tone as I rolled my eyeballs.

"Yeah, whatever. Hear me out first," he is excited for nonsense reason.

"Oum,"

"What do the queen of darkness, fear the most?" he asked in a serious tone. And looks like he is in a serious mode right now. Don't tell me he still doesn't move on from the past?

"I don't have, why would i fear, if i am the fear?" I confidently answered. We were looks like in a beauty pageant.

"Hmm, how about... Weakness? Everyone have, come on."

"Even i have, why would i tell you? Tsk, i***t. Can you just get my orders, my usual order, Tyson?"

"Tsk, you're right why would you tell if I’ll go to use it against to you. Anyway, we don't have cafe la (Meat with peanut sauce) for today." His shoulder bow in disappointment and in his way of talking.

He walked out, with his shoulder bow and the disappointment written all over in his face. I’m so disappointed with his brain. Pity, he is deity, but he has a lot of weakness. I think he should at least cover or hide his weakness. When my orders came, i started to eat. My plan today is playing with the human. I’m gonna stay there, in terrestrial realm i. I cannot just play in my asylo (Kingdom) or even here in epithymia asylo (Devils dimension). I stopped from eating when a bright idea came up in my mind. Playing with human is usual, i think playing with deity is much more fun.

"Do you think deities have their own fears?" I heard a familiar voice and followed by the noise of a chair.

I looked at the person who take a seat in front of me without my permission. Based on his action he is either a brave man who or a dumb man, he just seated in front of me without my permission, knowing that I am dangerous than the danger, or maybe he is really a dumb man. A man with a gray hair, gray eye color and pale skin man. He's handsome, charming, appealing, but something is off with him, anyway don't judge the book by its cover. He is in a gray gown. A smoke deity, I can say that he is a smoke deity based on his aura.

"A rude guy appeared. Who are you? Ops! Don’t answer, just leave, leave, leave. I don’t like eating with anyone is near, or even come along with me," I said in peevish way.

"Well, not me. I always want to eat with someone. Anyway, hey, answer my question, Jemisha. Do you think all deities have their own fear?-"

I cut him off before he even finish his words. I’m not even in interested in him, what's more about his thoughts.

"Stop, i can sense your evilness, your plan. What do you need? Wait! I don’t care. I don't want to team up with others so stop talking there and leave, hmm!"

Even though i want to stay and finish my food, i need to go, i must go. I'll be in danger if i stay still here. Seeing how he manages to control his power, but still showing how powerful he is, it seems bad. For me, a bit. I'm not afraid of him, i can fight and defeat him, it's just that, i don't want to repeat the same mistake. I disappeared in the mid air and manage to appear in the roof top of my favorite spot. This building is owned by a nine tailed fox. I hate them.