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CHAPTER 1
Sitting in the back bench of the class . Laughing with them while struggling to tell what i want .. Today our exam finished it was Maths ... and right now every one is waiting for the bell to ring . we have 10 Days holiday ... and everyone was happy .
BUT me who carry something dump . what to tell my new friends about it I didn't knew how they gone take it . My bestie told me to tell them . i didn't knew whether i should . but any way my bestie say and i trust her , I was irritated from my thought by Ella my friend she is quite irritating from start but sensetive .
ELLA : what happened ? Are you okay
PRECY ( ME) : Yep I am alright .
ELLA : I never seen you silent like this before ? did you planning to be a good girl !
PRECY (ME) : No girl . how can I become a normal person when I am with u guys
Then julia come between . she is kind-hearted , respect others feelings even though she get hurt .. that's the thing I hate about her . I like people who stands for them self , and selfish . but she is quite opposite
JULIA : what you guys discussing without me ?
Ella : Nothing . i was just surprised by precy' s silence .she never be like this before !
JULIA : i also noticed . is everything okay with you .
Me : I am okay just wondering about the mark i will get for maths exam . i really bad at it . and i didn't want to to mess up my first exam . that's all nothing else
JULIA : come on girl you will get through it .
ELLA : Girl look at me i write questions instead of answer ... ofcourse I will fail . but in next exam I will score good marks .
while Ella was talking lucy call her for sometime and she turn to listen to her
JULIA : Are you sure that your okay . I feel something strange did you want to say something to me . trust me I am a good secret keeper .
ME : no girl I am okay .
JULIA : Are you sure u ?
Me : Yes . i am okay ( I LIED)
The truth is ; THERE 'S IS A WAR IN MY CHEST AND NO ONE KNOWS I'M LOSING ..My brain is screaming at me to tell them my feelings . i didn't knew how they gone take it . because I didn't know them much .... Finally I decided to tell them about it so , i decided to tell Ella frist
ME : when will the bell ring
ELLA : 12 :30 . but now the time is 11:50
ELLA : who gone pick you up
ME : my Papa ( Father )
Ella : did you plan anything for this 10 days holiday
ME ; no ..
ME: da i want to tell you something .. promise me you wouldn't tell anyone
ELLA: oh god you are making me blush . what it is
ME : trust you ... da i have a crush on .
ELLA : girl you have a crush on someone . who ? is that serious u ... who stole your heart ??
ME : Butter , nothing else just crush
JULIA : what guys . why PRECY is blushing
ME : nothing ..
JULIA : nothing . girls why you are saying secret without me and lucy . I feel like we are not friends .
ME : Da the thing is . Ella please say that for me
ELLA : precy as a crush on ... butter
JULIA : what ? she as a crush on butter ..
ELLA : YEP
LUCY : who as crush on whom
JULIA: precy as a crush on butter
LUCY : precy as a crush on butter ....... Wait who is butter
ELLA : what you didn't know butter ....
LUCY : no .
JULIA : we use to call Zia as butter . for fun . did you forget
LUCY : oh butterfly
ME : yep . butterfly .
LUCY : WAIT SO YOU LOVE HIM
ME : no not love just crush . nothing else
and they start asking when I start feeling about him . I get a feeling for him from the start . i use to make fun of Ella . because one day she accidentally fall into him . after that she started saying she as 3 or 2 eye contact with him
So , I and JULIA start making fun of her when we see him near her or pass by her. that time Julia name him butterfly to make fun of her . then we short the name into butter . i didn't knew when exactly but one day I got a feeling . but I ignore it .. but when my bestie single promax . says a boy proposed her and she accepted it . i was so happy . then Mila ask me that whether i have a crush on someone . i say no. then my bestie cora said that i should tell if I have a feeling for anyone . she also said that i should tell her even though I didn't tell to my new friends ..
After that the next day in our school . i saw Zia talking to another girl name gia . she was touching him . that time my heart was burning . i didn't knew why . then lucy tell us that Zia and gia where dating . when I hear that i was like burning . i didn't take to my friends . until julia said they are not .
After that i was thinking about that . then I finally tell to my bestie about it .. and she tell maybe it's just a affair.
AND THEN IT END HERE
okay but I LIED to my new friends by say I got a crush on him in physics exam time ..
and they all where laughing . maybe blushing and then our chemistry teacher arrived for talking attendance . and after taking attendance she ask who all are absent . yep like always 2 people . Zia and rose . after that the bell rang . and me and my friends Walk outside . talking about other stuff . but right now a heavy feeling in me is gone . i didn't stay with my friends for long because . my dad had already come to pick me up . on the way I was enjoying the view . the nature and the soft wind only the thing that can make me forget about other things .
After I reach home . i undress my uniform and to my regular wear .Then I made myself a green tea and grab snacks and go straight to my room . then I open my window . it was a cloudy day so wonderful to watch .and took my tap and put hear phone on and on the Spotify .and pick a soft romance novel not so soft but comparing to other books I have yep it's soft romance novel . i start reading . and you know it is the only thing that make me out from the other weird feeling and it makes me live thousand lifes . it shows what i actually worth .
AFTER ALL ITS JUST A AFFAIR
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