Alex
This morning unconsciously I take even more time in the shower, when I'm done I take care to choose my outfit thinking of Alexender, it's stronger than me, I can't help it when I'm done prepare, I feel like putting on red lipstick when I usually only put on glosses, everything I do I do it thinking of him I do everything for him, so it's his being in love, you live for this person, you breathe for this person, everything you do is for him and your mind only wants this person it's so beautiful and uncomfortable at the same time especially when this love is not reciprocal and only stays in one direction
I take my bag and go out but as usual my mother wants me to leave the car for her shopping so I'm going to get a taxi and go to work in peace
When I arrive again this morning
