Alex We sit down in the dining room, Alexender joins us afterwards in deep discussion with Thea, I pretend he's not there, I intend to put into practice the advice my mother gave me, I'm not going not reveal in front of all the problems we have, I don't want to attract the pity of anyone here He goes around the table to give a kiss to Julia who was very happy, under the attentive gaze of her mother and Thea he comes to kiss my forehead I do not fail to plant my nails in his hands, I do not I don't want everyone to know that it's wrong I don't want to put up with his presence too close to me either, obviously he also intends to play comedy in front of everyone so he doesn't make any remarks to me about what I did done We all eat in solemn silence when Julia brings out this senten

