*Danika* Muse was dashing through the forest that she had ran into in my anger. I allowed her the freedom because in my present state I couldn't do much. I lost it. Every bit of it. What was all this for? Just for acceptance. Acceptance from people who don't care. I am just a girl who doesn't want to hurt people and so keep away from everything that would give rise to it. I just want to be happy. I just want me mate to look at me with love and care in his eyes. I don't want to pretend you be someone else mate, that is not a life for me. Now as much I want to resurrect into accepting who am I I can't shake off the feeling that I am only doing it for me. Yeah, I need to own up to a power that not knowing how I got it in the first place still have to live up to it, still, I still f

