Prologue: Voice

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Fear is not loud. It does not always come screaming with claws and blood and fire. Sometimes it is quiet.Sometimes it is doubt.Sometimes it is the way you look at your own reflection and hesitate before calling it you. I used to think fear was weakness. Now I know it is constant. Every Creation In the Universe are afraid of loss. Of failure. Of being betrayed. Of being a disappointment. We build habits to protect ourselves, and then those habits become cages. We adapt to survive, and then survival becomes the only thing we know how to do. Somewhere along the way, I became dull. Not broken. Just… dulled. Like a blade that has been used too long without being sharpened. Still capable of cutting — but no longer shining. I asked myself whether I had lost who I was. But maybe this is who I am. A Being standing in a storm it understands too well. The world is not blind. It sees me in fragments — a thousand versions projected onto me by expectation, by fear, by memory. I am one , yet I exist in millions of interpretations. None of them fully mine. And I am tired. Tired of silence that pretends to be peace.Tired of watching decay disguised as order.Tired of standing still while everything rots politely. I do not hate this world. That is the problem. I love it. I love it enough to want it remade. Not burned mindlessly — but stripped down to its core. Broken open so something honest can grow again. If destruction must come before rebuilding, then so be it. Ash is not the end. Ash is evidence that something once burned. And I have already burned. He made sure of that. Fear is not loud. Sometimes it is doubt. I used to think fear was weakness. Now I know it is constant. Four months left before I stop observing. Before I rise from what he left of me.
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