My perfect life

MANIFESTATION

I felt her heart raising , that's when i tightly  hold her hand as a gesture to calm her down ,she responded quite well , i felt her nose rubbing mine and thats when i slowly open my lips as to welcome hers ,we finally locked lips , her lips were as soft as cheeks of a new born baby , when her hand touched my neck i felt like problems were being lifted from my shoulders and as i continue to kiss her , butterflies were celebrating in my stomach , it felt like i had been in a desert and i havent drank water in a long time and this was a time i finally did , my heart was skipping like a kangaroo , my skin was crawling as a sign of disbelief , my hair stood and my blood temperature rose , thats when we slowed down and took things slower , we did it for a minimum of two minutes and we awkwardly stood there staring at each other like siblings who just found out about each other now, after years of separation , i love her , thats all my mind and heart were chanting and i loved the feeling , the we went to the main course and she told me how she used to love stew when she was young but had to limit since being a model as to not mess up their strict diet plans , i was there on the other side of the table looking at her like it was the first time seeing her ,i enjoyed watching her eat , talk and smile and i would do that for days free of charge , as she noticed how serious i was looking at her , she asked whether she crossed the line but i was quick to get her out of her misery and apologize for it first which was just guilt trip for her to say it was okay but i was actually amazed when she says its had been  a while since she felt a moment like that with a person and i was ecstatic, then she started telling me about her love life which according to me was a little too clean for a girl her age , i mean she only dated one guy who was her childhood boyfriend who things didnt workout because of her moving here to Pretoria , she asked about mine but i just told her i had flings since i was focused more on my work and made no time to invest in a person which somehow made her uncomfortable but she regained her cool when i said i guess time has arrived for me to be serious about the direction and meaning of my life, thats when things got personal, she asked me how many kids i wish to have , my goals and values , blah blah , typical smart women questions , i answered them as close to the truth as i can as to not present a wrong massage , it was around nine when w finished off everything and the struggle was for her to leave.