Chapter 1: Home for the Holidays
Rita's POV
The biting cold seeps through my gloves as I struggle to fit the key into the lock. Snowflakes swirl around me like tiny whispers from the sky. It’s been years since I’ve stood on this porch, but everything looks exactly the same — the old wooden swing creaking in the breeze, the chipped blue paint on the door, and the crooked welcome mat that still reads "Come In, We’re Cozy!"
"Mom, hurry! It’s freezing!" Lily’s small voice cuts through the cold air like a bell. She’s hopping from foot to foot on the porch behind me, her red hat pulled low over her wild curls. Her cheeks are pink from the cold, and she’s puffing warm breath into her mittens.
"I’m trying, Lily," I mutter, jiggling the stubborn lock. "This thing is older than me, give it a second."
With a final twist, the lock gives way, and the door creaks open. Warmth spills out like a hug. The familiar scent of cinnamon, pine, and old wood wraps around me, bringing back a rush of childhood memories.
"Yes! Warmth!" Lily dashes inside, shedding her coat and boots in a trail of clutter. I sigh, shaking the snow off my own coat before stepping in. The hardwood floors creak under my feet, and I pause in the doorway, letting it all sink in. Home. Not the house I shared with Terry. Not the sleek, modern apartment I rented after the divorce. This is home.
"Feels weird, huh?" Tom’s voice startles me from the kitchen doorway. My brother stands there, grinning like he’s been expecting this moment for years. His arms are crossed over his broad chest, his apron dusted with flour. Same old Tom — never misses a chance to bake during the holidays.
"Yeah," I say, glancing around. "Weird and familiar at the same time."
"You’ll get used to it," he says, tossing a kitchen towel over his shoulder. "Come on in. I just pulled cookies out of the oven. Lily’s already sniffed them out, I bet."
Right on cue, I hear Lily’s excited voice. "Uncle Tom! Cookies? For me?"
"Of course, kiddo. I made 'em just for you," Tom says with a wink.
I smile despite myself, rubbing my hands together to warm them. The scent of sugar and chocolate fills the air, mixing with the sound of Lily giggling in the kitchen. It’s the kind of warmth I forgot I needed.
But that warmth flickers when I spot the photo on the mantel. It's of me, Terry, and Lily from three Christmases ago. We’re all wearing matching sweaters, grinning like life was perfect. I feel a sharp twist in my chest and quickly turn away. That life is over, Rita. Move on.
Tom’s voice pulls me back. "You good?" he asks, leaning on the counter, his eyes full of that brotherly concern I hate and love at the same time.
"Yeah," I say, forcing a smile. "Just tired from the drive."
"Well, you’re here now. That’s all that matters," he says, slapping his hands together. "You can finally relax."
But we both know "relax" isn’t in my vocabulary. Not when I have to co-chair the town’s Christmas Festival this year. Not when I’m still figuring out how to be a single mom. And definitely not when I know that every well-meaning neighbor in this town is going to ask, “How’s Terry doing?” like I care.
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Later That Night
The house is quiet except for the faint ticking of the old clock in the hallway. Lily is curled up on the couch, clutching her stuffed rabbit as she drifts to sleep. I sit by the window, nursing a cup of tea, staring out at the snow-covered street. It’s peaceful. Too peaceful.
I hear footsteps crunching on the snow outside. My heart jumps, and I lean forward, squinting through the frosty window. A shadowy figure moves up the path. My fingers grip the edge of my mug tighter. It’s late — too late for visitors. My mind runs wild with possibilities. Terry wouldn’t come here, would he?
A knock echoes through the house. Three sharp raps on the door.
"Lily," I whisper, gently nudging her. "Go upstairs, honey."
She stirs, blinking sleepily. "Why?"
"Just go, okay? Mommy's got it." My voice is steady, but my heart is racing.
Once she’s halfway up the stairs, I walk toward the door, every step deliberate. Peeking through the peephole, I see him.
No. Not now.
Henry Carter. My brother’s best friend. Tall, broad-shouldered, with messy brown hair under a beanie and a grin that says he knows something I don’t. He’s holding a bag in one hand and a cup of something warm in the other.
I open the door just a c***k. "What are you doing here, Henry?"
"Nice to see you too, Rita." He raises the bag with a smirk. "Tom told me you were back. Thought I’d bring you a welcome-back kit."
"At 9 PM?" I raise an eyebrow, glancing behind him at the snow still falling. "You couldn’t wait until morning?"
"Morning’s for ordinary people. I’m not ordinary." His grin widens.
"Still full of yourself, I see," I mutter, but I open the door wider. He steps in, bringing a gust of cold air with him.
"Only on Tuesdays," he says, kicking off his boots. "And lucky you — it’s Tuesday."
I roll my eyes but can’t stop the corner of my mouth from twitching. He’s always had that way about him — disarming, infuriating, and oddly charming all at once.
He sets the bag on the counter and starts unpacking it. Hot cocoa mix, marshmallows, a pack of cookies, and a small, neatly wrapped box with a green ribbon. I raise an eyebrow. "What’s that?"
"Early Christmas gift," he says, sliding it toward me. "Open it."
"I’m not opening a gift from you," I say, crossing my arms.
"Suit yourself," he says, unbothered. "But I’m just saying, if you did open it, you’d find a keychain that says, 'World’s Most Stubborn Woman.'"
I snort, trying to cover it with a cough. "You’re ridiculous."
"Been called worse," he says, leaning against the counter, arms crossed like he belongs here.
We stand in silence for a moment, the air shifting between us. He looks at me, really looks at me, his gaze softer than it has any right to be.
"You okay, Rita?" His voice is quiet now. No teasing. Just Henry, plain and steady.
I glance away, suddenly too aware of how close he is. "I’m fine, Henry."
"Yeah," he says, but it sounds like he doesn’t believe me.
Silence settles in again. Not uncomfortable, but not exactly easy either.
"I should go," he says, pulling on his coat. "Tom’s probably waiting for me to help with something dumb like untangling lights."
"That does sound like him," I say, walking him to the door.
He pauses on the threshold, glancing at me with that crooked smile. "If you need anything, you call me, yeah? Day or night."
"I’ll be fine, Henry," I say, leaning on the doorframe.
He nods, his eyes lingering on mine a moment too long. "Yeah, I know you will."
With that, he steps into the night, and I watch him disappear into the falling snow.
I close the door, leaning against it with a sigh. Warmth from the fireplace reaches my back, but my chest feels... different. Lighter, maybe.
You’re not here for love, Rita, I remind myself. You’re here for Lily, for peace, for a fresh start.
But for the first time in a long while, it doesn’t feel impossible that love could still find its way in.
And that is the most terrifying thought of all.