Thorns of Roses

Never the Whole Story

Song for this Chapter:

My Mind and Me-Selena Gomez

CHAPTER 75

CORINNE

As soon I went home, our home. I take another scotch on his wine cabinets and had waited for him while watching the busiest city of USA underneath me.

I know I am so drunk, when I thought that the world seems doesn’t care how mine stopped. Like, it didn’t even have a single clue what happened to me last night.

Maybe someone knows, someone who’s at the party with me. but they didn’t know half the s**t I had been true. They just knew about that one scene I pulled.

Never the whole story.

The elevator door of the penthouse ding and I looked at my wrist watch, it’s already three in the morning. The skies are still dark, and there’s still some stars above.

While the streets are busy, some of the people here still sleeping. But I can’t get one tonight.

How I wish I could have one.

But even if I could, my mind will just keep on running, my eyes were closed but I am restless.

“Care to explain?” he starts pissed off.

I scoffed to his audacity to asked me an explanation to something he did that I don’t even know how many times, I took another swig unable to look at him. But I am watching him through the mirror window’s reflection. “What the f*****g nerve do you have to ask me that?”

“What did you say?” He pressed.

This time, I looked at him and held my stand "So, me? I can't do the least you've done to me, but you? You have the f*****g right to do so, only god knows how many times?" I chuckled bitterly “—what the f**k, Blaze?”

Before I finished what, I was going to say, I was already leaning on the mirror window while his huge hands were wrapped on my neck while the other was leaning on the mirror window as if he was pushing it further to collapse. His face is on mine, his eyes are on fire.

Both of us looking at each other, challenging each other. No one would dare to back out.

"The answer to your question, and to whatever is spinning in your pretty little head is No." He smirks blankly "--you are just mine. and no one else." He came closer to me, so close that his lips are on mine too close and I can already feel his breathing. "--I never want to see you kissing someone else with this lips that were made meant to be only mine. I don't want you to look at someone else, I don't want you to touch someone else, I don't want you to think about someone else. And especially, I don't want you to have s*x with others, not in this lifetime."

He licked my lips but I didn’t falter nor move “—I don’t want anyone else hears how sweet you moan and how loud you scream. I don’t want anyone else feel your f*****g tight p***y and how f*****g warm your hold is. You are mine.” After he finished, he kissed me eagerly, needy, or greedy. He’s proving a point that I don’t even want anymore.

I had enough.

He kisses Hannah with these lips, and he has all the rights to do it to me just like I am a piece of dirty laundry that needed to be done, no. I had enough. I deserve better.

I pushed him off of me and slapped him with all my might that my hand stings and his cheeks red.

I scoffed and shakes my head while I am on tears “I am yours, Blaze. But that will end tonight.”

I walked passed him and didn’t turn around to face anymore as I locked myself on our so-called bedroom and once again cry my self to sleep.