I was suddenly awoken it was 1:15AM. I wasn't in any pain, I wasn't in scared. Bellamy woke me up. [Bellamy: "I'm sorry Cam, I need to talk to you." [Camari: "What's wrong Bellamy? What is it?" [Bellamy: "I'm not sure, Cam. I don't know if it's good or bad." [Camari: "Do you want to tell me Bellamy?" [Bellamy: "Yes, but I'm not sure if I can explain how I'm feeling yet. I don't know how I'm feeling?" [Camari: "Try and explain it to me Bellamy? It can't be good, never telling each other anything?" [Bellamy: "I know I can tell you anything Cam, I just thought you'd need to have a bit of space, be with family and friends. Make new friends." [Camari: "Bellamy, you're part of me. You can't not speak to me or tell me your feelings because you think I need space. If I need space, I'll t

