Where it all Began

Chapter 3:DIGGING DEEP TO REACH THE DID

DIGGING DEEP TO REACH THE DID

When are we going to reach the knowledge of this very truth?

We tend to be enjoying the residues of divine truth more than the content. The reality of our true divine identity points to the content of divine truth, which is all of ASCAT for us called love, not the residue driving the world, called lusts. I know ASCAT will help me, because, on my own accord, I would not want to present this knowledge, knowing how the entire system claiming to chart the course of faith will oppose me. So I then asked, if we claim to be propagating the truth and still oppose the truth, what are we advocating as truth?

By the grace of ASCAT, when I finish laying the foundation of this inspiration, you will grasp the real picture. Therefore, do not try to see the giant picture from the pegs I have laid. I in I AM will start building the structure for you to see even as I am being led for you to have a clearer picture of where it all started; CHAOS.

It is not a crime to me if you refused and refute what you are reading, but to…, this is what the world systems have done to our thoughts, and it is simply called chaos.

This chapter has an allegory feel because I have abbreviated Digging Deep as DD and DD mean double D represented as DID, defining Divine Identity. Nevertheless, from the literal interpretation of did, we have: fixed, prepared, organized, ensured, see to, sort out, look after and make sure of, as the synonyms explaining divine identity. It implies there is a fixed knowledge we must reach to prepare our heart for accepting the very truth. The truth will organize our knowledge against the far-left belief system to ensure that we see the reality that is unravelling. With the unravelling, we can now sort out misconceptions that have caused so much ambiguity in our faith journey, looking at the reality beyond carnality and making sure we are standing on the right ground.

This book aims at revealing identity, and for you to reach the knowledge of this identity, you must have to dig deep.

I have come to discover from my personal experience that we can never reach true knowledge in our thought, even when we try so hard. We are so limited and most unfortunately limited to the confines of the limit of letters. Letters limit us to the confines of our thoughts, which is just like using a teaspoon to fetch out of the ocean of endless knowledge. Concerning Divine realities, the ocean is only but the insignificantly insignificant tip of an iceberg of using a spoon to fetch from an ocean as stated, even if the volume of your spoon is bigger than the entire universe, it will not still fetch like using a teaspoon fetching out of an ocean regarding divine realities.

We can only reach true knowledge when we TRUST IN ASCAT. Experienced has taught me a volume of lessons that no mentor on earth can teach me. Even when I keep running after people, I feel could teach me and I wanted to submit under them to mentor me, to have someone spiritually watch over me, but they are never accepting me.

At a point in my life, I was beginning to feel I had problems. Maybe that could be the reason for people whom I thought could mentor me are never accepting me. I am not even bothered about them not accepting me, but was bothered when they tell me they do not want me to be their disciple. However, even when I am doing everything to get close to them, they will do everything to keep me away from them. The more I try getting close the more they keep off from me and would never make themselves available for me to access them. I felt tormented and started developing an independent mindset. What I observed with them, was this unknown fear that tends to display, but I don’t know why they have to be afraid, even when I have a clear conscience and a heart made up to serve selflessly, even with the last drop of my blood. I would say, “I am a true definition of a diehard fan”, but they did not want me to become their fan, because they saw something in me that I did not say or even know about myself. I have always asked, “Why is my case different?” The answer to the question is because of my divine mandate.

Trusting ASCAT models a vehicle propellant that propels us to the heart of knowledge, while we sit tight, fastened to our seatbelt (standstill in faith) anticipating getting to our destination. This can only be with a heart made up to endure the stress of the journey and the break resulting from an encounter with gallops and bumps, even frequently recurring traffic. Nevertheless, there is a sure hope to get to the destination as intended even as ordained to be, having full assurance in the driver who is the master of the way, knowing all the bends and windings, limiting everything to conform to the frequency of His speed. Therefore, as we stay relaxed in a standstill position of rest to reach the destination.

When you trust in ASCAT, you rest in His love. When you are at rest, you hold your peace. When you are holding your peace, you are not supposed to be moving (doubting) because your movement would oppose the motion and cause a distraction to the driver who can only be much more effective to drive well based on your compliance with the rules. When the driver sees that, you are intact and not breaking the order of the instructions as ordained to avoid a limitation of the programmed speed, you will have an express journey. Who is the driver of your life and what is the driver driving?

The driver supposedly meant to be ASCAT and if ASCAT is the driver driving your life, your trust and obedience will be the fuel. You must have your vehicle prepared and your vehicle is simply your faith in ASCAT. Therefore, the rule of dynamics here in trusting ASCAT is standing still, because there is an enormous speed of faith, which can never make sense. Since light cannot even catch the speed, you cannot understand it all. Therefore, all you need to do is to rest your reasons in the grave and hold unto the word of the driver. The driver is responsible for you if you are in his vehicle. For you, you must be responsible for his word, with the only task of believing it, because you believe in His sure words will serve, as a strict resistance to fear of circumstances that will tend to oppose the motion. Even if there are, focus on the driver, makes them not appear as if there are, holding Him responsible for His sure words because, in the real sense, these circumstances are not real. Nevertheless, circumstances are just limiting barriers impeding progress tending toward the expected destination as known by the driver alone.

As a passenger in the context of the driver knowing the destination alone, you have no clue of the destination except the picture painted in your mind about records as written in the driver’s manual. What will happen if those who proclaim themselves teachers of the way wrongly interpret the record as written to you?

In the driver manual, all the necessary instructions for the journey are contained. The bulk of the instructions has been reduced into a simpler understandable instruction called to obey. Obedience pivots the good application of knowledge (acting in the direction of the instruction, which defines wisdom) between the passenger and the driver who has the direction that the passenger may not even know.

It is just like going to Lagos that you have never been before. When the journey is your first to Lagos, you solely need to rely on and trust in the driver to take you to the last bus stop, from where you can find your direction based on your descriptive map. If you miss the direction, you will miss your destination and at the point of confusion, what you do is to stand, see and ask for the right direction, which must be by the record in the manual as written in your map.

When you move while the vehicle of faith is in progress, you are going against the motion. With the propellant of trust rotating the wheel, consistent dynamics creates motion. Any contrary dynamic presents you as trying the takeover the task of the vehicle, which will end up throwing and toasting you here and there with varying and never- aligning-with- truth winds of doctrines. These winds of doctrines will present themselves as real. We could end up accepting it as authentic truth, which could result in a fatal accident in faith that will make us become more of a fanatic, not even knowing what we are dying to defend as the authentic course.