Where it all Began

Chapter 93: STILL SEARCHING

STILL SEARCHING

One thing people have been searching for and have not yet truly found is because they see it as a thing and not a person and this is simply true love. The search for the orb is the greatest quest ever, right from the foundation of the earth. It will interest you to know that, even when you are searching for the orb, it is not the orb that is missing, we are the ones that have left the part of the orb because the orb is ever where it has been, never leaving, still waiting and revolving around the circumference of our heart, calling our attention to Himself even as we discipline ourselves to prepare to change course and could only become reality even as have first released that we have missed it and for us to find our way back, we just have to wait to have our strength renewed to be able to journey back from the place where we have strayed to, to the place where we are supposed to be, the place of true relationship, the place of intimacy, called the heart of worship.

When you wander off from something, you cannot see that thing anymore and it will appear to you as if that thing is missing. The love of God for us is not missing; we are the ones missing from the place of the love of God because of the things of this world we are passionately pursuing after.

Jeremiah 29: 10

For thus says the LORD, "After seventy years are completed at Babylon, I will visit you and perform My good word toward you and cause you to return to this place (Genesis 3: 9).

The Lord will cause us to return to which place? He will cause us to return to the place we left and that place is called the place of our essence, the place of true love. "Return to this place?" simply explained the place Adam was before he left and that place is a place of love with God, and at a point, Joseph obeyed his father's instruction discovering something was missing (LOVE), started travelling back to the place of God's original intention (Genesis 37: 15). The place of God's original intention is the point of administering the mind of the Father who is above all to those who are straying, just like Joseph's brothers who were supposed to be at the location where Joseph father directed Joseph to go meet them. What if Joseph has not found that certain man? This implies, because of the carelessness of his brothers, he wouldn't have been able to deliver the message of his father, Israel and this is exactly what is happening to us today in our churches, God will send some chosen few out of the calls, but principalities that run the church will either conspire against the messengers of God and do everything to suppress and hide the truth, but the more they do, the more the system becomes loveless and any loveless system is a lawless system that will never help the love of many to wax strong in faith. In the journey of faith, there is always a wilderness experience and until you have this experience, your faith can never be tested and until your faith is tested, you can never experience true rest and there is the level of experiences, some will be beyond your capacity to bear and at the point when you have felt like laying off the coat, that is when God will set it, but never lose hope of God's promises, no matter how long it tarries, wait!

I have had series of experiences in life that made me wonder why I even believe, but I can still see God's faithfulness carrying me through even when I grumble unnecessarily. One experience that almost tore me apart was the experience of the challenges in the early stage of my marriage, even as my wife will never understand what I was going through and would always find a way to blame me, so I was like a person who will never get it right when it comes to her assessment, she would support her friend who is only but a third party in our marriage interfering and insulting me down to my family, cursing and wishing me death. All these were part of my wilderness situation, she never did anything wrong to me, the devil was only trying to use her to pull me down, and at a point, I had to deliberate decide to always apologize I am sorry, even when I have done nothing wrong, but I discover the complexity of a woman to a man is a case study that cannot be studied, you only need to find a way to be happy and that only way is taking rest in God because life is full of ups and downs and nothing can keep you down except you choose to be down. If you die today in worries, highest, it will take some years, even your very spouse will forget you, worries are not worth it, worship is worth it, just convert your worries to worship. I had to digress a little to bring some point home. Your obedience to the will of God will not stop the plot against you and will not also stop the conspiracies, so do not be discouraged, encourage yourself in the Lord just like David did, to be able to fulfil heaven's mandate of going after lost souls who may try to eliminate your life, this simply emphasizes the Great Commission (Matthew 28: 19). You don't have to accept what has been given to you and what has been given to you is only but a gift and it is essential you get to know that the gifts and the calling of God are without repentance (Romans 11: 29), so don't think it is the ticket to heaven to be gifted and called, the reality to accessing the kingdom of God (righteousness, peace and joy in the Holy Ghost) is simply in the fact that you are chosen (Matthew 22: 14). The gift of God cannot be purchased with money (Acts 8: 20) and it will interest you to know that every perfect gift comes from God (James 1: 17).

It all began when the earth started going anti-clockwise as it rotates around its axis. Please, I need you to take note that I am speaking in a spiritual sense, so don't assume the earth I am talking about is the physical earth, earth in this context simply mean man. The axis is an anchor that counts time in the space of reality and the orb is the ring that spins life from eternity past to present and spinning life into eternity as time stops counting in reality. The spinning ring is a symbol of our relationship with God and with Noah, God manifested it as a rainbow which is a seal of love reflecting God's covenant with Noah who pleased him in his time when men were far off the ordained and it will interest you to know that the cross of Jesus Christ is the symbol of our relationship and His precious blood is the seal of His love for us, always right and has never left, even when we go wrong, the orb has never left the path of our life, we are the ones who are never staying because of disobedience, we would rather choose death, instead of life. The orb is still rotating around the axis of our life, seeking for those whom the devil is also seeking to devour, to rescue them from the deadly claw of the beast. God is desperately in need of men who will create the pattern and right atmosphere to realign to align with not going contrary to the flow of life. If life is not flowing, death will abide, because the life that is not flowing forward, flows backwards and to he who is supposed to experience the life, it becomes dead and this is how the devil has been able to live. I mean the devil is living with the negative flow of the direction of life, else, in reality, the devil is dead and you can even see it in his name (DEVIL = LIVED which implies, he is no longer alive). If you oppose life, you will experience death and opposing life is simply not going the direction of the orb, by this I mean not loving as God commanded.

These three are paramount to reality and these three are one in the dimension of expression as regards the portal (access or way in), the kingdom and the personality which can only be revealed as the life, love and the will of God, and the will of God is for us to manifest and reveal His glory by dominating since He has given us that domain which can only be activated in operating in the orb which is now missing from our lives and this we must find.

Jeremiah 29: 13, 14

And you will seek Me and find Me when you search for Me with all your heart. I will be found by you, says the LORD, and I will bring you back from your captivity, I will gather you from all the nations and from all the places where I have driven you, says the LORD, and I will bring you to the place from which I cause you to be carried away captive.

Jeremiah 24: 7

Then I will give them the heart to know Me that I am the LORD and they shall be My people and I will be their God, for they shall return to Me with their whole heart.

Chapter 15

NOTHING IS COMPLETE WITHOUT THE ORB

Nothing is completely complete in the real sense without the orb even in its completeness,

Life is incompletely incomplete without the orb because we ate from what we thought was life, but forbs,

It was forbs because it was hidden from our knowledge and as we take from it became forbidden,

Music is incompletely incomplete without the orb because the emotions and feelings of sweet relief cannot come from the nightclub, but the orb,

Life is a perfect gift of God that defines reality and gives shape to what appears without form and void. It begins with the seed that must first die and will only start making sense with the incidence of light, which is simply the reflection of life. In reality, life is a person, not just a flash and this person has to come down because His nature in His purposed creature was soiled and to distort the dynamics of the flow of his life, such that instead of giving as his nature is ordained, he takes as his nature is not ordained and with this peace was withdrawn from his life just because the orb is missing. The introduction of sin to humanity brought about death and for this to be reversed, God had to give His very life, since in real sense God cannot die and instead of man to die as against what God has designed, God had to give His life and the gift of His life is what cancels the wages of His sin and the implication of the gift is simply eternal life through Christ Jesus (Romans 6: 23) and it came in the container of LOVE (John 3: 16) which was full of grace and truth (John 1: 14) to administer the capsule which contains the contents of the orb to alter the direction created by the introduction of sin, which came about by the false orb of Satan (forbs) which made man took of the fruit from the tree that was forbidden and these contents are; justice, mercy and faith. It all began in space like a tree which has different fruits that shines (attracts the sight) as being ignited by the source from the dimension of light where the source spoke His thought (Word) to His choice purpose (man) to keep him on course far away from being infected with the curse from the forbs as a result of selfish thought of the light bearer who was stripped off his light, having to be the custodian of knowledge knows the mind of God, but became envious of the Divine Right of God's Choice Purpose (man) evident with the question, "Who is the man that You are mindful of him?"

The relationship is incomplete without the orb

Family is incomplete without the orb

The church will be like the lion's den and the den of thieves without the orb

The orb is the essence of everything good and true by God's pattern.

This contrary thought created immediately a contrary dynamics which opposes the clockwise flow of God's intent, not in God, but man and automatically became an anti-dynamics that twists the mind and makes the mind generate a current impulse that moves like the wind and it became a force against (Anti-Christ) with the quest to find rest without God and that is why today the world is speaking of Globalization Agenda which is aimed at installing the One World Order (OWO) that will run the world with the wheel of gross darkness, such that does not walk in God's perfect will, will be lost in the devil's current releases which will find its appearance much more in the entertainment industries, especially in films and music and some live reality shows that will out rightly promote and sanction immorality as the norm. The reason why people will see evil and call it good is that their mind has been twisted with the wrong impression such that what looks like is now accepted as the real and the real is not been suppressed to a point that its appearance will have nothing to be written home about because of the form of wretchedness that has been forced into its appearance as a result of pressures from the contrary winds. What looks like the mind of God is not the mind of God, it is only an imitation and this is where most Christians are missing orb and this orb is simply the NESS in the LIKENESS which defines what blots out a multitude of sins to cancel its consequence. The orb was missing because we departed from the ordained path and stepped into the path that seems right (Proverbs 16: 25).

Religious people will never see to discover the missing orb in the course of our faith and as a result, will not enter into the kingdom of God, but will do anything to stop those who are trying to enter (Matthew 23: 13).

The reason why most religious people especially some pastors cannot still catch the revelation of the Divine Standard as stated in Genesis 1: 26 which reads, "Then God said, "Let Us make man in Our image, accordance to Our likeness; let them have dominion over the fish of the sea, over the birds of the air, and the cattle, over all the earth and over every creeping thing that creeps on the earth.

The reason why we are not having dominion over things as ordained, but now turning ourselves to the things we are supposed to have dominion over is because something is missing from our will of authority even when we have the image of God, it is not enough to portray the image, for the image is the appearance, while the likeness is the power and authority, but what happens when the NESS is removed from the LIKENESS? I don't mean the literal word as in LIKENESS, my concern is the character that the word "LIKE" describe and the character that the word "LIKENESS" describe are two separate things, based on God's standard, the first is imitation (looks like), while the second is an authentic thing (real). You can see that the problem we are experiencing today in our world is because there are more imitations than real ones. The real thing in the world we are in is like a treasure you must search with all your heart and it may not be easy to find it, but when your mind is made up, you will certainly find it and with what we have in our world today, one can only count on God, because most of our knowledge has been soiled in one way or the other. It is like removing all the available teethes of a snake and expects the snake to still bite, would such a snake be able to do any harm? No, it will only give you a romantic feel even as it tries to coil around you, but surely, it has become harmless. A toothless snake is a harmless beast like a snail. The devil is harmless if you can operate in the confines of your true identity in God wherein your dominion hinges. There is an anchor that holds our authority in God and that anchor is the orb and until we lay hold of the very anchor, which has three holds, without we can never exercise our authority rightfully in God. Here are the three anchors;

1. Who are you?

2. Where are you?

3. What are you seeking?

If you can see correctly, you will discover the encryption of the first anchor is the same as the variation in the third anchor as a result of the introduction of something, but the first anchor defines your identity in God, the second anchor defines your position in God, while the third defines your mission in God, but the face of the first two anchors is way, while the face of the third anchor is ways. You can never know where you are when the image you have accepted the like of what you are supposed, not the likeness of whom was, is and is to come. The rejection of what is, is simply the acceptance of what is not and this is because grace cannot be separated from the truth, therefore the content of your identity must be based on grace AND truth for you to operate with the full right of God as His son with His very DNA when He opens your eyes to see who you truly are in Him, you will know that you are not who the world has called you, but whom God has called you and He knows you by name, the name He has called you. You cannot know where you are when where you have left you cannot even know. What we have all left is the way of the LORD and the way of the LORD is LOVE, even when He admonishes us to walk in it to have rest for our souls, we deliberately responded that "We will not walk in it" (Jeremiah 6: 16).