Where it all Began

Chapter 91: THE LIGHT ABSENT FROM THE ELITES BECAUSE...

THE LIGHT ABSENT FROM THE ELITES BECAUSE THE LIFE IS NO MORE THEIR DELIGHT

One of the major problems in our world today is the misplaced enlightenment of the true knowledge of who God is (1 John 4: 8) and this has created an atmosphere of fear (1 John 4: 18). People are tormented with the act of man's thought birthed from the dictate of the heart, which is desperately wicked. I was looking to see if I could find the missing light in the sky despite all the large and endless span of stars beyond the reach of my thought grasp, are only but a tiny spark of reality. The light I was looking for is beyond the dimension of the stars, He is the one giving light to all the stars and heavenly illumines of the solar system including the sun. I need the knower to know what He knows that I can never ever know in myself, but in Him who now in me resident. The only way I can explain the content beyond the container of my spirit is to yield my heart and rest my thought.

The container of my spirit is my thought and my thought is the body of the Spirit of God in me that gives me true life.

Sometimes the smiles we smile while asleep comes from the realm of glory in the dimension of light in the form of dreams when we sleep like baby, we receive angelic ministrations. I have observed this with my daughter Dannine who is only four months when I had this written. She is ever smiling and laughing when sleeping and you could see the literal excitement in her that will cause you to know that there was an activity going on and she was also participating. I noticed that she literally sings when she is awake, and her expressions when she is singing usually wows me, because one would not expect a baby of such tender age putting on such kind of expressions. Well it was something I prayed for and that was why I gave her the name "Dannine", meaning God's eyes. This could so affect our emotions even as it will be evident in the expressions of our feelings to catch life even when most at times it makes us cry.

Something is missing and I have come to discover it. We lie to each other and still not feel guilty, because the wrong has become our right and the right has become our wrong, even in our marriages, unfaithfulness is what we have defined as norm. I have searched and searched all over and could not still find what my heart desire and this has nothing to do with my background of upbringing. The missing orb has always been my quest in life right from childhood and that missing orb is true love that does not fail, but in all of my searching, I will still have to come back to that which I am running from and this is simply the love of God.

My uncle Bongos Ikwue whom I was named after, sang a song titled, "Still searching" and in the song, he sang that, "He has been searching for true love, I will keep eyes on searching till he find. Nothing good comes easy, where is my love? I will keep my eyes on searching till I find". What was he singing about in reality? He was singing about the love of God because in reality, you cannot truly find true love in the face of earth, even your marriage will hurt you so badly, that you will wish you are never married. The orb is missing in the cloud of men's thought but can only be found in the cloud of the thought of God (Jeremiah 29: 11- 13). When I guess up again in high desperation to look one more time, this time around, I was so provoked, why I could not find the true light amongst all the multitude of stars in the sky. I felt this emptiness despite there was no space to be occupied. I saw that the sky was incomplete in the state of its completeness. In our hearts we are not what God wants us to be because of unforgiveness, grudges and bitterness.

Yes, there were million and millions and billion upon billions of stars up there, but there was not still the orb, because the glory needs not the light from the stars, being the true light. Jesus is the true light we must witness for.

John 1: 8-9

He was no that light, but was sent to bear witness of that light. That was the true light which gives light to every man coming into the world.

It will interest you to know that the light of God in us is simply His very life (John 1: 4, 5) and there is no way His light will shine in us except through love. Therefore, the life of God revolves around His love and that is why it is called ORB and the moment your life doesn't rotate around the axis of the Word of God, your life cannot revolve around His love and it is only with this that we can do His will as the children of God.

The totality of God's message from Genesis to Revelation and from Revelation back to Genesis is love and the entirety of His gospel is peace.

What do you preach?

Oh! Somebody should come and help my small mind, because the more I think God's love, the more I am lost in wonder amazed and just a glimpse has made me not to recover from the shock of the awe, Ah! When He got me connected to His dam from where He generates the energy to speak His light through His Word and everything broke forth at the instance of His Word in light, the eyes of my understanding became enlightened. Nothing is and can never ever become something if that thing does not remove the "NO" to trip on the life that will create a course of the orb and this is simply returning back to the original plan of God, so that "NO" will now become "ON" and we will now operate on the premises of God's perfect will. Life is incompletely incomplete without the orb. Relationship is thorn piercing and is tearing apart because of the orb, which is now missing in us. Life is more like a sinking ship, hopeless beyond the experience of titanic, crashing plane and collapsing edifies without the orb.