Where it all Began

Chapter 114:TURNED OFF FROM THE LIGHT

TURNED OFF FROM THE LIGHT

Like a deaf man kept watching, turned off from light and from the light he was off.

Then from the light, he was turned off and lost his divine right only just with a bite, turned off, like a blind he was the only man to create a course that cost all to now start groping in darkness and all that we have by right we now lack.

As our desires without the thought of God drags us into the fullness of void and that which is good, we can only but avoid, as all we have by right, we now lack. What is life when the life that drives our will lived was, but he is not the true life that is? Life is a mystery that cannot be studied but lived in Him who is the way, the truth and the life, as scripture rightly pictured, John 14: 6 says so and if we must live, we must allow Him to save our souls.

Life is not a thing of search and research, but a person to fully experience and it begins with knowledge, relationship, because in this world we are all like passengers on transit, so we need a chance to sit and think to get changed to transition… because if life is not all about transiting ion, then it is never worth living to carry on…

So many people are living in this living dead, but still existing only as monumental figures, even without a future.

Life should have to be a sweet mystery, but the left turned right has given it a tune of misery and the one who lived, who was and is not, is now fine-tuning it to distort our originality, as we have now lost our identity on the claim that we are like Him, when like is not likeness, darkness becomes the drive.

For the night awaits and fades at the elapse of its time and light comes rushing like an untamed stream, beyond rays it beams with a speed that cannot be tamed, all we see is ray field, even when my field was interrupted from a place called ray field, “Here I am” sold out the love that is meant to teach God’s eyes all in light, innocent child, now facing the indecision of a selfish mother, called Marry her. Who should I marry? This was the question I asked when He called me and I answered, “Here I am” and He asked me to right the left and I heard “Marry her”, but she was already married to Meg that sounds like mag but money was the magnet that caught her into the evil net, don’t say Margaret who is like her, but don’t want me to touch her, even when she is my vineyard, the mag she is with is like her net with money attracted her and they hid their true identity from the society as if they are not, with marriage but are, hiding under the umbrella of the church and with the cover of the roof of a man as if they married to a man, but the truth, deep down they know. How can she be for her, when she is meant for him? This was the question in my heart of which the answer created in me a void and a hole that only God can make me whole, my contact call centre (333) sold out to inordinate desire, and left my heart void. 99 is what I called you my daughter, but she calls you Nini, you may not see me when I am gone, but you need to hear this and know the truth, as 333 may tell you lies of whom your father truly is, he loves you and you are his gift from God.

As the day takes over the night with light, brightness becomes the hope, but still, so many people have chosen to walk in the day while in the dark where things are being faked, just the way my desire was lured into the dark and now living a life that is only but a mirage of that which is true, but you cannot eat your cake and have it back, in every little step that you take, it is what you sow that you will reap.

Hope was shattered with disappointment now appointing men for hopelessness, a course of depression and unforgiveness turns the major cause of sickness, sickening the soul to the bones.

Peace from us is now far as we have all withdrawn from love, oh where are we?

This is a call that calls us deeper, deeper into the depth of the heart of reality where the self cannot live, but die a natural death, even when from us that which have we left our mothers and fathers to be cleaved to, as that one could likely depart into the broad path of inordinate lusts, the way we have departed from our true love, it is a call to return, returning to the first love.

This may not sound very funny to you, but to me it is, I am not what they want me to accept I am, are you the person they say you are that you claim you are?

We were subtly forced to accept things, as the educational system tells us 1+1 = 2, but I started thinking for myself and I saw in my thought 1+1 is tallied as two rods and from the tallying what I saw was what they called 11.

So if it is 11, not 2 and we have two, the 2 is a secret known by them alone, to make you feel alone, as if God is not with you, when in reality, nothing is missing from you, your desire can make you feel something is missing and this is the bait the devil using to capture the current of our thoughts to make available that which we inordinately desire to steal our devotion and control our will to doing the dictate of his evil intent, do not be deceived. You are not worthless, because He knows you are worth living, that was why He died that you may live and live His life in full against the thief who had come to steal, to kill and to destroy.

Come, let's join forces in the unity of faith to release the arrow that will shut down the eye system because we are in the heart of the Father’s love, we are arrows in His quiver and He is using you and me to confronts the enemy at the gate, and that gate of hell shall no more prevail against the true church as we desist from what we now have as churches.

Who did this to us? Was this how it is from the beginning with our heart locked out of true knowledge of our identity? We have the key of David, whatever we bind here on earth is bound in heaven and whatsoever we lose here on earth will be loosed in heaven, therefore we must use our key not to open the doorways of miracles and money alone, but to open the door of allowing truth to be established because the deliverance we need is the knowledge of the truth and you shall know the truth and the truth shall set you free.

Then I name 1 and called the 1 Vine, adding 1+1, I then got Divine and if life is 1, Divine now turns to light and became a point that points us back, back to all that is real.

Let us return, return to the first love, because there is a chord that resounds in the heart of my heart and I can hear it clearly, loud and clear in my ear, calling me deeper and see the place where I am in, can no longer contain my destiny, and as long as it pains, I adhere to the chord inside of me.

The world turns us off from the light, but the Word of God will turn us back to the light because He is our delight.