After I feel not only frightened by Xander's words, but also threatened, I try to get out of his hold.
I wiggle, pull away, kick, squirm, hit...I even tried biting him. Which only angered him more. And by the looks of Lance's and Sean's faces, I am sure I angered them to.
Before I could even comprehend what was happening, Xander stood up and threw me over his shoulder. He started walking out of the room and due to me, being slung over his back, I couldn't see where we were going. I started doing the only thing I knew that I could...I started beating on his back.
Though I'm sure my fist didn't feel like more than a feather to him, it still earned me a slap on my bottom. Causing me to go bright red. I could hear Sean and Lance chuckling behind us, as they Xander out of the room.
How dare he I thought. Oh, he is going to wish so bad that he hadn't done that, I thought as I brought my hand down upon his bottom. This made a loud slap sound and Xander stopped immediately.
Sean and Lance were now die-hard laughing. Xander starts walking again, and I raise my eyebrows in confusion. Why didn't he slap me again, I thought to myself?
Then I noticed he had picked up his pace. And by this point, I knew I was in major trouble. Oh god, why do I always seem to make every situation worse than it already is? I faceplanted my head into his back thinking of my stupid previous actions.
I start squirming again as he starts slowing down, earning me another slap on the bottom.
"Kitten, I suggest you stop it right now because you are already in enough trouble, and I don't believe that you want me to add to your punishment," Xander says very lowly
I feel myself being removed from his shoulder only to be put on a cold hard surface. I look around and immediately I am terrified, as I see all the torture items.
"No", I whisper as tears start to flow out of my eyes. My lip starts trembles and my body starts shaking out of the fear of what is about to happen to me.
I look up at all three men, looking each in the eyes pleadingly. Hoping my tears are enough to make them not hurt me. Though, I doubt it is by the looks that they are giving me.
I lower my head as unwanted whimpers and sobs leave my mouth. But, before I know it, I feel all three of them surround me, and Sean pics me up, putting me on his lap. I hear him, say sweet nothings in my ear as he is calming me down.
This goes on for about five minutes before I am breathing normally again. Though I still have tears leaking out of my eyes. I feel them run their hands up and down my exposed skin. And to be honest, even though I am insecure, it stills feels amazing. Almost like shocks are running through my body wherever they touch me.
Lance is the first to speak up "Babygirl, I know you don't feel comfortable and you are scared. But you have been a bad girl. And bad girls get punished. It is not going to be a very bad punishment. You are only receiving five s****s because this is your first time."
Sean adds, "We love you and we only want what is best for you kitten, and if we have to discipline you for you to be a good girl then that is what we are going to do"
I hear what he says, but I could only pay attention to one thing that he said...love.
So many thoughts and emotions run through my mind, thinking about what he just said. No one has ever told me they love me. Never...
"You love me" I whisper almost unbelievably, with tears from the overwhelming emotions.
Their eyes widen and look at me like how could you ever ask such a dumb question? "Of course, we love you, you are out mate", Lance says.
He gets elbowed by Xander and I hear a yelp and hiss in pain. Xander stares him down, venomously saying very lowly, almost like a hissing mumble, "Not yet, you know she isn't ready."
My eyebrows draw together, and I tilt my head in confusion, "ready for what", I say, sounding so innocent.
"Don't worry about it Princesa", Xander smiles at me warmly "you will learn soon enough."
I huff, hating being left out of information that everyone around me already knows.
"Stop pouting Kitten, we need to get back on topic anyway." I get scared once again because I was hoping they would have forgotten about that. Of course, I think to myself, how would they forget about it if they brought you to a torture room. All they would have to do is look up and look around.
Just face it you are getting out of this one, the annoying voice in my head says to me.
Xander gets up, making me look up at observingly as he walks to the other side of the room grabbing an item. I see something, but Sean quickly walks in front of me picking me up, blocking my view of what it was.
I look back, still in Sean's arms, to see that Xander was now sitting in my previous spot. But it is not that, that gets my attention. It is what Xander has in his hand...a leather belt.
My breath quickens once again. I start shaking my head no while repeating the word over and over pleadingly.
I thought they were going to use their hand, not a freaking belt. Are they insane!
I kick my feet, refusing to be s*****d. It looked like I was throwing a tantrum, and I accidentally kick Sean in his private parts, and he lets go of me.
From the position that he was holding me in, I was easily able to land on my feet. I look back at Sean to see him bent over holding his man area. I cover my mouth in shock, then rush to him. "Sean I am so very sorry; I didn't mean to. It was an accident. Are you okay? I touch his shoulder, me being able to reach it because he is bent over at the moment.
When I make contact with his shoulder, he looks up at me with fiery eyes, causing me to stumble back in surprise and fear. I trip over my feet but before I hit the ground, Sean grabs me by my forearm, hauling me back up. If I am being completely honest, his grip hurt, causing me to squint my eyes.
He pulled me over to Xander, not bothering to pick me up. Forcing me into a position where I am on my stomach and my butt is across Xander's lap.
I start squirming again, trying to get off his lap. Only for Xander to commandingly speak up harshly. "Stop it right now Princesa. You are already in enough trouble. And by not listening to us the first time, causing you to kick Sean in his manhood, you will be getting double your original punishment."
I do not know what else to do, so I start to beg. "Please do not do this, it was an accident, I said I was sorry." I look toward Sean with pleading eyes. Only for him to look back at me without pity.
I then look at Lance hoping he will save me, but all he does is shake his head saying, "Don't look at me like that babygirl, you deserve this. It is going to hurt, but your red bottom will teach you in future situations, that when we tell you to do something, you listen the first time."
I feel so weak...I have never felt so powerless.
I feel a hand caressing my shorts elastic band at the top before they are quickly pulled down.
I squeal in surprise at the sudden action. I pull my hands back trying to hide while cursing myself, why did I have to wear cheeky underwear.
But before I know it, those are snatched from me too. Well, more like ripped. I gasp in horrified, quickly closing my legs.
I hear breaths sucked in from behind me and above me, so I think they saw my lady parts. The thought makes me want to cry because I have always been so insecure about my body and I know they are going to make fun of me.
His hands caress my bottom gently, before landing a very light slap. Not really to hurt me, just enough to get me attention.
"you are getting ten s****s, five for disrespecting us and hitting me, and five for not listening causing you to kick Sean," Xander says dominantly. "I want you to stay still. The more corporative that you are, the faster your punishment will be over. Do you understand" he says with full authority. Testing to see if I will comply with his command.
I shake my head submissively. But he doesn't seem to like that and corrects me. "Words babygirl, we will explain all the rules tonight after supper. But, one of our rules is that you always use your words when answering one of us. So, I am going to ask again. Do you understand?"
I quickly answer, "Yes, I understand", afraid to get in trouble again.
I feel him nod and the next thing I know, I feel pain on my bare bottom. I squint my eyes and whimper.
He keeps going but when he gets to the fourth one, I have to tighten my fists as tears leak out of my eyes to keep from moving. I feel another hit...the fifth. I cry out as I can't even try to hold in the tears anymore. But Xander doesn't stop. He hits me the sixth time hard and I am full-on sobbing as I try to move to avoid the belts next hit.
I am unsuccessful as it lands on a spot that had been previously hit over and over. "please" I cry pleadingly as I start bucking to get out of his tight hold. I feel the eighth hit and I try to move my hands behind me to block my aching bottom from it. Sean and Lance quickly walk over when they see Xander struggling to hold me down and s***k me at the same time.
Sean grabs my feet while Lance grabs my hands. I look over to see him kneeling beside me. I know he can see my red tears streaked face from sobbing, so I try to use this window. "p-please I l-learned my l-lesson", I sob between words, "I-I will n-not d-do it a-again, I-I p-promise." I manage to blubber out.
He wipes my face and looks at me with pity but also with dominance and love before he says "You have two more. I know I hurts but we will cuddle with you after, it's gonna be okay kitten."
As soon as those words leave his mouth I almost panic but soon scream when the belt comes down on my bottom for the ninth time. I start begging again, but all I receive is "it is okay just one more, little one". I do not even know who said it, blinded by the pain of the leather belt.
It comes down one more time and I scream once again. Crying hysterically.
I hear the belt hit the floor and I try to jump out of their grasp. Only to be consumed by their warmth, wrapped in their arms.
I stop sobbing after about five-ten minutes. But I am still breathing heavily. I hear them whispering things like "shh, it is okay", "you are such a good girl", "it is over".
Once I am breathing regularly again, Xander speaks up. We love you so much babygirl, so when we tell you to do something, you do it then. You never disobey us. Do you understand?"
I remember our previous conversation on rules. And I reply, using my words, "yes, I understand."
I keep my head lowered in shame of what just happened. I know I will never forget it.
Little did she know, it was just the beginning...