The Alpha within

Chapter 6

Alie

~ He said his name was Raffy, I couldn’t help but wonder what my inner wolf meant when she said he was are mate. I sat here in the bottom of the shower with the water running over me thinking about everything that happened in the last 12 hours. My mother had died, I’m a werewolf apparently, Raffey had showed up to take me to meet his alpha my moms brother I’ve never met before, and there were some dangerous man after me. It was a lot to take in and I really didn’t understand any of it. How has my life gone from pretty normal to this crazy mess, these mysterious fictional characters or at least I had been brought up to believe they weren’t real and don’t actually exist are in fact real. I couldn’t help but wonder if werewolves are real what else is? Witches, vampires, fairies or gods? The list is endless an if werewolves are real what else is out there. I felt like my whole life was a lie and I wished my mother was here to explain it to me. I started crying again wishing the water would just wash it all away. That I could wake up from this nightmare.

I could hear them questioning the green eyed man I seen tied to the chair. It almost sounded as if they were torturing him I could smell his blood and hear his heartbeat slowly fading, even him being so far away from me I could hear and smell him. He’s going to die soon though, I’m not entirely sure how I know that but I do. Its because your a wolf she spoke out of my mind with an almost angelic voice. Nina, what is going on can you help me i don’t understand any of this I cried Almost begging her. Alie I can’t give you all the answers because I don’t understand everything myself. All I know is you are different, stronger then any wolf I’ve guided before you. You see the Moon goddess assigned us to new wolves to be your guides before you are born, we become a part of you and you should have been able to speak to me and hear me your whole life. For some reason no matter how much I yelled and screamed from the back of your mind you never heard me. I have served as lots of she wolves guides in my time but I can tell you this is different, none of them has felt a strong as we do. Alie, I don’t understand it myself so I can’t explain it to you but I just know that we are different. I am an old Wolf, i served as a warrior for the moon goddess and fought by her side when she walked the earth many many years ago and since have served as many wolves guide. With every wolf I guide more of my memory of that life disappears. I don’t know why all of this is happening to you but it seems tomorrow on your 18th birthday you will finally transform into us, a wolf for a first time and maybe that will give us some answers maybe that is why you can finally hear me. But that doesn’t really answer anything Nina I said to her but she had already disappeared back into my mind somewhere. I got out of the shower filled with more questions then I had before getting in there. I dried myself off and realized I hadn’t had any clothes except for the teal dress I wore last night it was covered in mud and I didn’t much care to wear it again. So I wrapped a towel around myself and open the bathroom door.

Raffy

She was standing there naked, well not completely naked she didnhave a towel wrapped around herself. I couldn’t help myself seeing her that way and her scent was so much stronger, that beautiful jasmine smell. Before I even knew what was happening i marched across the room and place both my hands above her head. “Mine” I growled my wolf had taken over and I was fighting to regain control. She just looked up at me with the most beautiful blue eyes I’d ever seen, I placed my lips against hers. They felt so soft and she tasted so good. I felt her stiffen at my touch so I reached up and placed my hand on her cheek rubbing it gently sending sparks threw my body.She must have felt it to because she softened leaning into me deepening the kiss. This just made my wolf more excited and he pushed my hardened self against her and she arched her back in approval letting a soft moan escape her lips. I slipped my hand under her towel grabbing her breast breaking away from our kiss and started leaving little kisses trailed down her neck to her chest where I took her n****e into my mouth and she moaned the sweetest noise. She placed her hand in my hair pulling gently as she pushed her self against my leg.

“Get a room” Nick said laughing behind me.

Before I knew it I flew across the room pinning him by his throat against the wall “mine” I growled.

“Relax … man… it .. was a… joke” he said struggling to breath. I quickly regained control of my wolf and apologized to him. My wolf had never taken control like that. I ran my fingers threw my hair sighed and walked over to Alie. she looked at me with her eyes wide almost frightened. f**k I’m messing everything up. “I’m sorry my wolf got the better of me I won’t let it happen again” I said to her kissing her forehead. She backed away slightly, I could tell even if she didn’t that she liked it. I could smell her arousal and it was making my wolf go crazy with need. Mark her make her ours he’s hissed and I ignored him. I will only mark her when she is willing.

“I need clothes” she whispered. Breaking me from my thought, I reached into my bag and grabbed her a t shirt and she ran with it to the bathroom. I feel like s**t knowing I had done that to her. I know a part of her must feel the connection but I must never let my wolf take from her what she isn’t willing to give. I packed my bag and packed everything in the car. Nick was already in there and wouldn’t even look at me or speak to me and I don’t blame him. I walked back into the hotel room and she was standing there in my over sized t shirt, goddess I could look at her like that for ever. She was perfect. ~