4th Avenue

XV

I'm glad they drug me up so much that i couldn't feel the pain of me being cut up i was worried about the baby but i didn't want king to know they rushed her somewhere i didn't even get the chance to hold her they said she had stop breathing due to the fact her lungs where so under developed

I watched king pace my hospital room. While running his finger through his hair " king please sit your making me dizzy please " i patted the seat beside me to drowsy to get up to stop him he looked at me for awhile before sighing and sitting down next to me " i hope my princess is ok she already got my heart i seen her before she got tooken away " i waited for him continue i wanted to know what she looked like but he stayed silent and grabbed my hand rubbing it slowly i just accept the generous offer

And let him take my hand and his

The medicine that they gave me started to really take a toll on my body and i started to doze of slowly till i seen the doctor come in " oh miss jennings your still awake i would think you be sleep by now but thats ok so i have some news about your daughter she is stable but she going to spend some time here because she cant breath on her own just yet " i nodded and felt king squeeze my hand tightly "how long will it take for us to take us to take her home " the doctor sighed and looked at his chart " at least a couple of months I'm estimating at least two to three months to get her hundred percent healthy " i nodded understanding " anymore questions " i shook my head but i felt king stand up " can we see her " i looked at the doctor " yeah you can but you cant hold her but miss jennings here needs to rest you just went threw major surgery your body need time to heal " i nodded and heard a sigh come from king " oh and before i forget you do need to name your daughter ill have your nurse come in here to get that all set for you guys but miss jennings i want you to take a nap ill send a nurse in here for the name situation in a few hours ok " i smiled softly at him and watch him exit the room i looked at king and seen that he was in deep thought " so are you going to see her " he sighed " yeah but we need to think what were going to name her first my baby girl need a name " i knew i should have thought about this before but just felt it was no point if i wasn't going to keep her " to be on honest i always like the name zaria " i looked at king he shrugged " its alright and all but i like Nova " i nodded " but that's a boy name " he shook his head " no it isn't it can go both ways" i rolled my eyes and chuckled " whatever you say so nova zaria Anderson it is then " he looked at me with confusion " your for real right now she gets my last name " i nodded " king you talked me into having her you should get the right to name i was just going give her up so i feel as if you should name her so you like the name nova so be it then " he nodded " alright you need sleep don't act like i didn't see your ass nodding off a couple minutes ago " i smiled nodding before closing my eyes

When i woke up i had seen the nurse adjusting the setting of the monitors she looked over at me and smiled when she seen my eyes where open " hey miss jennings just in time " i looked over at king and seen he was sleep i shook him and he slowly open his eyes the nurse smiled at him and handed me a clip board i looked down and seen all the information of my daughter i looked over at her weight and i had seen she was 4 pounds three ounces. I felt my heart speed up but i breath in and out calming my heart rate down " um where do i sign " the nurse came over and looked at the paper and pointed towards the top " sign where it says child's name and sign your name at the bottom and the father of the child under yours" i nodded and put nova's name at the top and mine at the bottom then i looked at the place where the fathers name was supposed to be i stared at it for along time before i felt the pen be taken out of my hand i looked over at king and seen him writing his name under mine . and handed the clipboard back to the nurse she looked confused but still gave us a smile anyways exiting the room with the clip board

I seen king on the side of my eye get up from his spot next to me " where you going " he pulled up his pants and looked at me " i'm going to go see her " i nodded watching him walk towards

The door " wait k-king can you facetime me " he smirked nodding and walked out the room i grabbed the phone that had king bought me for energies a month ago and turned it on waiting anxiously for it to ring a few minutes later the phone in my hand had finally rang i sighed and answer it on the first ring at first all i had seen was kings feet then he moved the camera up and i seen her she looked so tiny her little chest rised and fell slowly with all the these tubes in her i put my hand over my mouth trying to compress the sob that was going come out i don't know if i was happy or sad she was so beautiful but it was my fault i put her in this situation i seen king put his hand into one of he holes of the incubator and put his finger into her small hand she faintly wrapped her hand around his i smiled and knew he was smiling to i heard him start to talk to her" hi nova my princess when you get home I'm never going leave you alone where going to do everything together so get all the sleep you can now because when we get home all night parties everyday ok princess " i giggled at him and wiped the tears of my face " damn kyra i can tell this your kid look at all that hair " i laughed " yeah you know she get it from her mama " i did a imaginary hair flip " shut your ass up she going get her swag from her daddy tho she going be decked out ain't that right princess " i rolled my eyes and thought of all the damn shoes he already got in her room