‘I have to be the same person I have always been. I have to be the person my father wanted me to be. This was not me, this has never been me and this was never going to be me. This I truly promise.’ A young woman In a nurse’s uniform was standing in front of me scribbling something on a notepad. I was completely disoriented and could not think straight or properly. I was not in a hospital, the room was very familiar but I could not recall which it was. It hurt too much to think so I just lay there on the bed and tried my best to stay calm. The nurse looked at me and smiled when she saw that I was awake. “Hello ma’am, how are you feeling?” she asked with a smile. I stared at her and did not respond. She checked the monitor and walked to check another machine that was at the end of the ro

