It had to be now. Realization pounded down on me as I breathed in and out. In and out, just calm. I was out of here. Tonight. It had to be tonight. Daytime was way too risky and there was no way I was taking unnecessary risks. Besides I hadn't quite recruited Brandon yet. I had to be delicate though. I was sure he'd do just about anything for me and that he was loyal to me. That wasn't the problem. The problem was that even though he was loyal to me he was probably still more loyal to his boss. To Apollyn. The one-man I could uber no circumstances run into for the remainder of my time here. And even more difficult for me he was the only man I wanted desperately to seek out. I knew if I did that though it would be life over for me. This wasn't like Nintendo, I couldn't just start over if it
