“So I’m trying to find myself.”
She shook her head, smiling. “You are so full of it. No, you’re living in fear. Do you think Sean would want you to be sitting inside alone on such a beautiful day?”
“No, I think Sean would probably want to be alive.” There was much more bite in my words than I’d intended, and I gave Zharia an apologetic look. “Sorry.”
“Don’t be sorry.” She stood and moved to sit next to me on the couch. Bark stood and shifted to lie against her leg instead of mine. “I just want you to be okay. Did you even adjust your dosage on your antidepressants?”
“They’re not magic pills that make me happy, Zharia. But no, I didn’t get the dosage checked.”
She rolled her eyes. “And you’re not going to. Okay, I get it. I’ll have to keep pushing.”
I sighed and rolled my eyes. So the
