Noah Everett It's been five days since I saw my mate. I let him walk away. I've gone to his house to see Layla, and everytime i do he's in his room the whole time. I didn't reject him, but I practically did. I don't know why I said okay, I don't know why I didn't say anything else. Or why did I let him walk away. I don't know why I did anything, because I'm going crazy now. Layla says he hasn't gone to school, and he only leaves his bedroom to use the bathroom. Uncle Ze brings him food, and tries to talk to him. He's isolating himself. The only person I've seen like this so far is Alexander, so I don't know what to do about it. I'm in training today, and he still isn't here. I'm not on top of my game, because I can't see him constantly throughout. Layla has me on my back and groaning

