CHAPTER TWO
THE FIRST STEP AWAY
TALIA
I didn't look back.
That was the first rule I made for myself.
If I looked back at the palace, at the place I had spent most of my life, I knew there was a chance I would turn around. I would remember everything waiting for me there. The crown. The responsibilities. The people who depended on me.
So I kept walking.
For the first few minutes, I couldn't believe I was actually doing it. My heart was beating faster than usual, and every few steps, I caught myself wondering whether someone would come after me.
No one did.
I slowed down.
The quiet around me felt strange. I was so used to people being nearby that having nobody beside me almost made me uncomfortable.
I took a deep breath.
"You're really doing this, Talia."
I smiled to myself.
There was something almost funny about hearing my own voice say my name without a title attached to it.
Not Your Majesty, not Alpha Queen. Just Talia. I liked it.
I continued walking, letting myself take in everything around me. I wasn't rushing anymore. There was no reason to. Nobody was waiting for me at the end of the hallway. Nobody was reminding me that I was late for a meeting.
For once, I could move at my own pace.
And that simple thought made me feel lighter.
I stopped for a moment and looked back. The palace was still visible in the distance.
I stared at it. I had spent years believing that leaving would be impossible. Yet there I was, standing outside it with nothing but a few belongings and a decision I had made for myself.
Part of me felt guilty. Another part felt relieved. I couldn't decide which feeling was stronger.
I turned away.
"I'll come back," I whispered.
I meant it. I wasn't abandoning my life forever. I wasn't abandoning my people. I just needed time away from the woman everyone expected me to be.
I needed to remember the woman underneath all of it. I kept walking.
As the distance between me and the palace grew, my thoughts became quieter. I started thinking about simple things instead of responsibilities.
What would I eat?,where would I sleep?, what would I do all day?
The last question made me laugh. I didn't know.
And strangely, I was beginning to enjoy not knowing. Normally, every part of my day was planned. There was always somewhere I needed to be and something I needed to do.
Now I had nothing. It felt almost irresponsible. It also felt wonderful.
I continued until I finally stopped to rest. I sat down for a moment, looking at the small bag beside me.
I opened it. Then I froze. My heart dropped.
"No." I searched through it again.
Nothing.
I checked every pocket, still nothing. I stared at the bag in disbelief.
My identification. I had left it behind. I almost laughed.
Of all the things I could have forgotten, it had to be that.
I leaned back and sighed. "Great job, Talia."
For a moment, I considered turning around.
It would be easy.
I could go back, retrieve it, and leave again.
But then I imagined walking back into the palace.
Someone would see me. Someone would ask where I had been. Someone would ask why I had changed my mind.
And before I knew it, I'd be back in my room, back in my old clothes, back to being the person everyone expected.
No. I couldn't do that, not yet.
I picked up my bag. "I'll figure it out."
That was another thing I wasn't used to saying.
I'll figure it out.
Normally, I was supposed to already have the answer.
This time, I didn't, and somehow, that was okay.
I continued on. The farther I went, the less familiar everything became. I didn't recognize the surroundings anymore, and that should have frightened me.
Instead, I felt free.
I wondered what Mira would say if she could see me now.
She would probably tell me I was being reckless.
Then she would probably smile. I smiled at the thought. I missed her already.
I reached into my bag and found the small note she had slipped inside before I left.
I unfolded it.
There were only a few words. Don't forget who you are. I stared at the note for a long moment. Then I folded it carefully and put it away.
"I won't." I continued walking. By then, I had stopped thinking about the palace.
I was thinking about the life ahead of me. A quiet life, a normal life.
A life where I could wake up and decide what I wanted to do.
Maybe I would meet people, maybe I would make friends, maybe nobody would ever know who I really was.
The thought made me smile. For once, I didn't want to be remembered. I wanted to be unknown.
I wanted someone to meet me and see Talia before they saw anything else.
I kept moving until the light began to change. I looked ahead.
The road continued farther than I could see.
I tightened my grip on my bag and took another step.
Then another.