ALPHA'S HEIR

Chapter Six

Sky's POV

I wash my face and look at myself in the mirror I look like something out of a horror movie, dark marks under my eyes, pale skin I look horrible. I have been contemplating whether to give into this mate bond or not. Things would have been easier if he had just accepted my rejection I wonder how he is.

I don't know if I look this horrible because I am away from my mate or because of the pregnancy. The doctor says I need my mate near me as this pregnancy will be hard and me being this weak is helping mattes as this child is the first ever child between two male alphas. I feel each day my body is becoming weak my wolf has also been ignoring me, he hasn't said anything since we argued about informing Zane about my pregnancy. My parents have been worried about me especially my mother she checks in on me regularly. My pack is also worried they think my lack of a mate has finally taken it's tall on me if only they knew luckily I have just a little baby bump so you can't actually tell that I am pregnant but the doctor thinks I will start showing properly by next week since the a werewolf pregnancy is six months mine will probably be four months as this baby is growing fast. At first I was really worried at some point I thought of having an abortion but I changed my mind this might be my one and only pup because I am still planning on rejecting him.

"Practice was fun today" Lee says

"yeah it was" I say

"So have you decided to tell him" Lee asks

"No, I am not going to tell him about the baby and you know we can't be together"

"Why have you not been waiting for your mate all along"

"Yes, I have but I didn't expect it to be him of all people"

"You have to accept it and soon you will be showing what are gonna tell everyone"

"I don't know but I will figure it out"

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It's been a long and exhausting day I can't wait to just get into my room and go to bed. Earlier when I was talking to Lee our conversation left me with a lot to think about.

Do I tell him or hide this from him it had me questioning if I were in his shoes how would I feel if he decided not to inform me about our child but I am doing this for both of us no one will understand they will frown upon our bond and I refuse to subject my child to that.

I am deep in sleep when I hear him then I feel tingles on my skin or am hallucinating because of all the guilt I feel for keeping this away from him. I open my eyes and there he is. 'What is he doing here?' 'How did he get in?' 'If anyone sees him here how am I going to explain'

"Please get out" I say

"No, I missed you" he says

"Zane please just leave I don't have the energy to deal with this please"

"Don't you miss me or am I forcing this relationship upon you"

"Yes you are forcing me into this relationship I never wanted this you are the one who decided to mate and mark did you think I was going to accept you then"

"Wow Sky truly you are amazing I forced everything on you we are mates do you hate that much"

"Yes I hate you very much with every fibre of my being I hate and this bond" I look at his face and see the hurt in them I have hurt him but this is needed for both of us to be respectable Alpha's not laughing stocks

"I am sorry for loving you and being selfish about it thinking only about myself" This seems like a good opportunity to end this once and for all

"Let's put an end to our bond"

"Okay if that is what you want I don't want you as my mate to hate me so I agree let's end this" he says with a pained voice I know I am being selfish but I am choosing to be selfish

"I Sky Montero alpha of Blue Moon pack reject you Zane Smith as my mate"

"I Zane Smith accept your rejection"

I feel pain shoot through my chest I loose balance, Zane and are both holding our chest and next thing I know I feel my mark burning as if some is setting it on fire and I just let out a scream that shake the entire pack, I look to Zane and he is also in immense pain he gritting his teeth just keep himself from screaming. My door open Ricky and Lee get in and look at both of us. I never knew breaking a bond was this painful, I feel like there is someone tearing me apart from the inside.

"Are guys okay" Ricky asks, I make a painful sound as I can't utter any words.

"What's going on with both of you?" Lee asks, I feel tears rolling down my cheeks as the pain intensifies the next I know I am out cold.