TOLD THAT THEY HAD a witness who had seen him hanging about outside Moon's offices on Thursday evenings just before their US trip, Christian Farley reacted with a self-pitying rage. 'Don't you understand I had to find out if anything was going on?' he demanded. 'Jasper, even before he became rich and famous, could have had anyone. Do you think I didn't realise that? Ever since we've been together I've felt insecure, scared of losing him. And, as I became older, and my looks faded, I became more and more frightened. How could I help it? I was jealous of all those beautiful people he mixes with. How could I expect to compete?' Farley flung himself down on the black leather settee. 'He'd started coming home late every Thursday evening. He told me he was working on his latest book, wanted to

