Lines That Move
753 Words
Lines That Move
I chose a book at random.
I didn’t read it.
I sat in the armchair opposite his desk, pretending my eyes were moving across the page while my body remained painfully aware of him—of the scratch of his pen, the quiet turn of paper, the occasional pause that felt less like concentration and more like listening.
Not to sound.
To me.
Minutes passed. Or hours. Time warped in that room.
Finally, I closed the book with more force than necessary.
“I need to make a call,” I said.
He didn’t look up. “There’s no signal.”
“I know that,” I snapped. “I’ll try anyway.”
This time, he lifted his gaze.
“Of course you will.”
I stood, pulse skidding, and walked out before he could say anything else.
Upstairs, I paced my room like a caged animal, phone pressed to my ear, listening to dead air. I tried my best friend. Voicemail. I tried again. Nothing.
The house seemed to lean in around me, walls thick, windows sealed against the storm like a deliberate decision rather than protection.
I sent a text anyway.
Still alive. Snowed in. Your dad is… intense.
I stared at the message, then deleted the last word and replaced it with fine.
Coward.
I tossed the phone onto the bed and pressed my palms to my eyes.
Get a grip.
This was ridiculous. He hadn’t touched me. He hadn’t threatened me. He hadn’t even raised his voice.
All he’d done was see me.
And I hated how exposed that made me feel.
A knock sounded at the door.
Once.
Controlled. Unimposing.
My heart jumped anyway.
“Yes?” I called.
“It’s unlocked,” he said through the door.
That wasn’t what I’d asked.
I crossed the room and opened it a crack.
He stood there with a folded blanket over his arm.
“You left the fire low,” he said. “It’ll get colder tonight.”
“I’m fine.”
“I know,” he replied. Then, after a beat: “But you’ll still take this.”
Not a question.
I hesitated just long enough to make it obvious.
His gaze dropped to my bare feet.
“You didn’t bring slippers,” he added.
My stomach flipped. “You don’t know that.”
“You packed in a hurry,” he said calmly. “You always overpack clothes and forget practical things.”
I stared at him. “You don’t know me.”
A pause.
Then—softly, deliberately:
“I know more than you think.”
The air thickened. My grip tightened on the doorframe.
“That’s not appropriate,” I said.
“Neither is pretending you’re not cold,” he replied, holding out the blanket.
I took it because my fingers were already numb. Because refusing felt like another kind of surrender.
Our hands didn’t touch.
The lack of contact felt intentional.
He lingered a moment longer than necessary, eyes lifting to my face.
“You’re trying to regain control,” he said.
My jaw clenched. “I don’t need control. I need space.”
“You need predictability,” he corrected. “You don’t like not knowing where you stand.”
“That’s everyone.”
“No,” he said. “That’s you.”
Anger sparked—sharp, defensive. “You’re projecting.”
A corner of his mouth curved, just barely. “Am I?”
I hated that smile. Hated how it felt like a victory he hadn’t earned.
“You should get some rest,” he said. “Tomorrow will be… longer.”
“That sounds ominous.”
“Only if you insist on resisting what’s already true.”
I swallowed. “And what’s that?”
He stepped back, giving me room again, always room.
“That you’re not afraid of me,” he said. “You’re afraid of yourself.”
He turned and walked away before I could respond.
I didn’t sleep.
I lay awake, staring at the ceiling, replaying every word, every look, every moment I’d tried—and failed—to feel normal.
At some point, I heard footsteps in the hall.
Slow. Measured.
They stopped outside my door.
I held my breath.
Seconds passed.
Nothing happened.
No knock. No handle turning.
Just the presence.
Then the footsteps moved on.
I exhaled shakily, heart racing.
It was worse than if he’d come in.
Because it meant he could stop himself.
And that meant everything was a choice.
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