LAYLA
MAY 10TH 2018
I was reluctant to show up to work today. I woke up this morning in a pool of my sweat as my body shook uncontrollably while I sobbed. I had a night terror about Ryder last night. I couldn't work out why, why all of a sudden did he appear in my dreams?
Did it have something to do with the first anniversary of him blowing his head off or was it the fact that I was f*****g his brother?
Either way, it sounds like he's decided to cash in his soul with the devil and take it upon himself to haunt my ass.
But, I'll tell you this and I'll say it just this once because I'll never admit it again.....
It shook me to the core. It felt so f*****g real I ugly cried for sixty minutes straight. I didn't even cry that long when we buried him. I got up and checked
