The ball is to happen that very same night and she cannot help but think that she and Natalia bought the dresses a while ago because they are going to attend an event immediately. She was expecting it would be a few days before they will get out and roam around, attend social gatherings, and all busyness that involves in their lives. And now that they are actually going to one, she cannot help but think that she is not ready for it.
She was not raised for any of this. She was orphaned at a young age, she was a teacher, and she lived most of her life alone and somehow contented. It was only when Ambrose comes around did her viewpoint changed drastically and she was urged to move on and not be held back with troubles on her mind. She cannot deny the significance of Ambrose in her life and
