I was back in my room. The door clicked shut behind me, and I didn’t even look back. My feet moved almost of their own accord, carrying me to the edge of the bed, where I sank heavily. My fists were clenched so tightly that my knuckles had turned stark white as if holding onto something would keep me grounded, keep me from shattering completely.
I could feel the tension in my muscles, the tightness in my chest, the way my breath came in shallow, ragged gasps like I couldn’t quite get enough air into my lungs. For the first time since stepping into the De Luca mansion, tears didn’t come. Instead, my eyes were dry, but they were fixed on some invisible point in front of me, staring into nothing—staring into a place where I could escape the reality that had become my prison.
The dinner with the De Luca family had been unbearable, each moment feeling like a physical assault. I could still hear the smug satisfaction in Carlos De Luca’s voice as he spoke so casually, so coldly, about my father.
The way he’d mocked my family and everything they had stood for. His words, sharp and biting, sliced through me like blades, and they wouldn’t leave my mind, not even now. He had destroyed my family, and now, I was here—alone, a captive in his home. These were the people who had wiped my family off the face of the earth, and their presence made my skin crawl, as if just breathing the same air as them was a violation of everything I once believed in.
But now, for the first time since the horror of that night, my mind wasn’t clouded by grief. It wasn’t muddled by the fog of sorrow or the overwhelming weight of loss. It was sharp. It was clear. And it was filled with a deep, unrelenting rage.
A rage so raw, so fierce, that it was almost a living thing inside me, writhing and twisting. I could feel it in my veins, pulsing, as I sat there, unmoving, staring into the void. My fists tightened and relaxed, my breath catching as I tried to rein it in, but it was impossible. The anger coursed through me like fire.
I thought of my father. Maximilian. His strong hands, his warm smile, the way he’d always known what to say to make everything seem okay. I could hear his voice so clearly as if he was standing beside me: "Family comes first," he had told me, a steady voice full of wisdom that I had always trusted.
And my mother—her laughter, her warmth, the way she had always made everything feel safe. And Ethan—sweet, kind Ethan—who had loved me with every ounce of his heart, who had always been there for me. Their faces, their memories, danced before my eyes in a fleeting moment of warmth before it was all swallowed up by the darkness of what had happened.
The horrific, haunting image of their lifeless bodies filled my mind, the blood, the screams, the sound of their lives being stolen from them in an instant. It was too much. My body trembled, and I curled my legs up to my chest, wrapping my arms around myself in an attempt to hold the shattered pieces of my heart together. I rocked back and forth slightly, trying to find comfort in the motion, but there was none. There would never be comfort. Not again.
“I will not forget what happened to you,” I whispered into the silence, my voice rough with emotion, but laced with something darker—something fierce.
“I will not forget what Rafael De Luca did to you… and I will never forgive him.” My voice trembled, but my words were clear, venomous, and filled with a new kind of determination.
“Rafael De Luca,” I hissed, my lips trembling, but my eyes blazing with the intensity of my vow.
“You have to pay for this. And I will make you pay in the same coin.” The words burned in my throat, searing through me like acid. They were a promise, a guarantee that I would stop at nothing to see him suffer.
The rage inside me boiled over, consuming every part of me until it was all I could think about. My grief, my pain, the hollow ache in my chest—it was all pushed aside, replaced by a singular purpose. Revenge. The kind of revenge that would make them feel every ounce of the pain they had inflicted on me. I would make them regret everything they had done to my family. I would make them pay, and they would know what it felt like to lose everything.
The room was silent, save for my labored breathing. I was alone in the dark, but the darkness didn’t feel like a prison this time. It felt like power. I leaned back against the bed, still staring into the void, my mind turning over plans, possibilities, and ways to make them suffer. It wouldn’t be easy, I knew that. But nothing was going to stop me now. My resolve was unshakable.
They would pay.
All of them.
The soft knock on the door startled me, breaking the moment of solitude. I took a deep breath, forcing myself to calm down, wiping away any visible sign of the storm inside. I stood slowly, crossing the room with deliberate steps before opening the door.
Miley stood there, her kind eyes searching my face, hesitant, as though unsure if she was intruding.
“Azalea,” she said softly, her voice gentle.
“I came to check on you.”
I forced a polite smile, a mask I had become all too familiar with.
“Thank you,” I replied, my voice cold, detached—completely devoid of warmth or sincerity.
Miley stepped inside, her eyes scanning the dimly lit room. She hesitated for a moment before speaking again. “I know you’ve been through so much. No one should have to endure what you have. But I must give you some advice.”
I didn’t say anything at first, just stared at her with a blank expression. Finally, I spoke, my voice flat, neutral. “What kind of advice?”
Miley took a step closer, her hands clasped together in front of her, as though she were preparing to speak something important.
“Rafael is the one who runs this house, this family,” she said, her voice low but earnest.
“His love for you is real, but so is his ruthlessness. You need to find a way to control his heart. It’s the only way to ensure your safety.”
I narrowed my eyes slightly at her words, not because they surprised me, but because they sounded like the kind of advice you give someone powerless, who is being told to play along to survive. I didn’t feel powerless. But I didn’t say anything right away.
“Control his heart?” I repeated, my tone flat, not giving away what I was really thinking.
Miley reached out, her hands gentle as she took mine in hers. “I know you must hate us. I can’t imagine what you’re feeling right now. But try to adjust here.
" Try to accept your fate,” she said softly, her voice almost pleading. You’ll find me to be your well-wisher. I want you to be safe. Do not challenge Rafael or anyone in this family. They are… unforgiving.”
I stared at Miley for a long moment, my expression unreadable. I didn’t care about her so-called kindness, her words of caution. Inside, my hatred burned brighter than ever. They thought they could break me, that they could make me bend to their will. They had no idea what I was capable of.
I nodded slightly, offering the response she wanted to hear.
“I understand,” I said, my voice steady, betraying nothing of the storm inside me.
Miley’s face softened, and she smiled faintly.
“Good. Take care of yourself, Azalea.” She squeezed my hands gently before letting go. “And remember, you’re not alone.”
I watched as she left the room, closing the door softly behind her. As soon as I heard the latch click, I let the mask fall. The polite smile faded, replaced by a sneer of disgust. I turned back to the bed and sank onto it, my body heavy with the weight of everything I had just heard.
“Not alone?” I muttered bitterly to myself, shaking my head in disbelief. “I’m surrounded by enemies.”
The room fell silent again, but this time, the silence didn’t feel like an empty void. It felt like a promise, a pact with the darkness that had begun to consume me. I embraced it. It was in the darkness that I would find my strength. It was in the silence that I would forge my vengeance.
My fists unclenched, my fingers curling slightly as I whispered into the quiet room.
“De Luca family, you’ll all see. I’ll make you regret everything.”
The words hung in the air, heavy and determined, as if the very silence around me was amplifying the vow I had just made. I closed my eyes, my heart pounding in my chest as I clung to the promise, to the one thing that gave me strength.
I will not forget.
I would not forgive.
And I would not rest until I had my revenge.