Blood of Ash

Chapter 9: Bellalyse POV

Unsure about what was going on, but wanting to be near him awhile longer, I led him upstairs. He closed the door before looking at me. His gaze made me feel beautiful and vulnerable and I didn't question what was happening. I just went and sat on my bed.

He glanced around and seemed to listen for a minute, before sitting next to me. He pushed my hair off my shoulder and breathed against my neck, "Are you sure about this, Bells? I don't want you to do something you don't want." I nodded and he pressed a kiss to my neck. "If you change your mind, just tell me."

He looked over at me and waited for my nod before pulling me to him and kissing me. I gasped softly and pressed my fingertips against his chest. He was so warm and I didn't know what to do. He pulled away and kissed my nose before whispering, "I've been waiting for you. Did you know that?"

I shook my head. "Waiting for me for what?"

He grinned. "For my first kiss. For cuddles. For everything."

I paused. "Why?"

He kissed me again and gently pushed me onto the bed. I gasped slightly and looked up to see him staring at me adoringly. I reached up and ran my fingers through his hair, savoring the feeling of it. He seemed to purr and leaned into my touch.

He wrapped his fingers into my hair and whispered, "This is why I waited for you, Bells. This is what you do to me."

He pulled on my hair gently and kissed me roughly. I whimpered in pleasure and kissed him back. He pulled away and sat up. I was about to protest when he slowly pulled his shirt off revealing his gorgeous body. He was absolutely muscular, and every inch of him was firm. I tentatively reached out and ran my hands over his arms and stomach.

He whispered, "I can hear your heart racing, Bells. Do you need to stop?"

I shook my head and croaked out, "No. I'm okay."

He gently ran his hands over my body through my clothes and kissed me once more. He breathed against my lips, "I don't want to do everything today, Bells. I want to do it right."

I kissed him and breathed, "Okay, Ash."

He groaned and hiked my dress up around my waist. He moved his kisses to my neck and slid his hands under my skirt. His eyes blazed when he felt how soaked for him I was. He pressed another kiss to my lips and then murmured, "Bells, I need you to tell me that this is what you want."

"Asher, I want this. Please."

He sat up and started at me as I pulled my dress off and pulled him back down for a kiss. He groaned into my mouth and I gasped as his hands traversed my skin. He reached under me and pulled me up against him so I felt every glorious inch of his hard on through his pants. I reached down to pull them off, but he stopped me.

"Bells, if you do that, I won't stop. I don't have enough time to do this properly and I'm not gonna take your first time until I can."

I nodded and went back to kissing him. He nipped my lips and moved further down my body, trailing kisses everywhere. He pressed a kiss to my core and I moaned, wanting more. My breath rather, I whispered, "Ash, I'm not going to be able to stop."

He groaned and kissed my mouth one more time. "Bells, I think we need to stop." I nodded. "I have to go, Bells, but I promise, next time I'll finish this if you still want it."

I purred, "I need you to promise me one more thing." He nodded. "Promise you'll be safe and text or call me at least once a day?"

He kissed me hard and I felt him rumble, "You didn't even have to ask that, Bells. Of course I promise."

He slowly sat up and put his shirt back on. As he stood up, I saw just how much of an effect I had on him and smiled. He glanced over at me and grinned. Pressing one last kiss to my forehead, he got up and left giving me one last goodbye. I felt the tears overflow and prayed that he stayed safe. Whatever was going on sounded dangerous.

I looked out the window and saw him looking up at me, waving goodbye.