fck, I thought i have anhedonia?

I think its him.

Chapter 1

"Celine boss want to see you" the secretary said before i step on the elevator, i was about to go home why would the boss want to see me?

"Why?" i said because i can't really understand why the boss would want to see me, did i do something wrong? did i pass the wrong blueprint?

"i don't know? maybe its about the upcoming project?" Aila the secretary said

"okay, thanks aila" i said before walking away and continue walking to my boss office, i knock before opening the glass door.

"Boss you called me?" i said

"oh Engr. Feehan, i would like you to meet Rayleigh Wingfield , the owner of the project we are about to do" my boss said while looking at me smiling, i think our guy rayleigh pay a lot of money.

"pleasure to meet you Mr. Wingfield" i said before stretching my hands out for shake hands, but he did not accept it, is this guy stupid? isn't that what people do when they are being introduced???

okay fine, i withdraw my hands because its so awkward in here

"Why did you call me here boss?" i said paying my attention to my boss because that guy is to handsome for me to look at those crystal blue eyes, those jaw line,

" As i was saying we had another peoject work on and that is their company, they want us to renovate it, and because your the project manager, i want to check it first" my boss said before handling me a printed ppt, hmm this is a good plan, nice designs but to complicated but we can do it

"This is a good plan who' s the architect?" i said because the design is pretty cool

" oh its Mr. Rayleigh he' s the Ceo of that company and an architect at the same time" my boss said about to touch Mr. Rayleighs' shoulder, pero umiwas lang si Mr. Rayleigh hmmm this guy is to conservative.

"Wow thats cool, so when are we going to start?"

"As soon as possible" Mr. Rayleigh said, WAIT I THINK I'VE HEARD THAT VOICE BEFOREEEEE!

I clearly remember that voice, that deep husky voice, but i was too drunk to even remember the face.

Last Last Night Saturday

Because its my Dayoff tomorrow its party timeee! I'm Celine Feehan and I'm supposed to be a party girl, when i was 15 i sneak out of our house everynight with my 1st boyfriend and some friends, I hate sleeping in our house because my step dad is so fckn horny all the time and always sneaking in my room for the past months now, did that guy marry my mom for me? Stupid. Because of him i can bearly feel any pleasure that i'm suppose to enjoy during my teen years, that mtherfcker.

But still lets enjoyyy this night, I'm too stress with work. I'm a Civil Engineer, the project manager to be exact, my boss probably like me too, or just my ass, thats how everybody see me, they end up being horny whileee I CANT EVEN FEEL IT WHEN I'M WET! so so unfair.

"Hey Celine, your drunk lets go home" my friend Tina said while grabbing my drinks away from me

"Hey tina? i haven't drink for the last 5 days i need more than just one bottle" i said grabbing my drink back but tina won't give it to me so ended up grabbing hard, but the bottle flew away from my hands, okay this sucks.

while i was busy finding another bottle, may biglang kumalabit sakin, i face him looking at his d**k, "What do you want to have s*x? oh hey there big one" i said trying to touch it.

"Miss are you stupid!?" stop throwing bottles you can might kill someone, your drink spill all over my shirt!" the guy shouted at me, but i was so busy with his little big guy,

"CELINEE WHAT ARE YOU DOING???!!" tina shouted while grabbing me away from my snack,

"I'm so sorry, she is just so wasted" tina said while bowing to my snack, well this is knew i've never felt this horny before, FOR 18 YEARS, i look at the guys face and i ended up droolingg HOW CAN THIS MAN BE SO GORGEOUS??

"Okay cut the crap tina, Mr. Adonis do you really not want to have s*x with me?" i said trying to reach him but tina stop me.

"You might not like it i might kill you in bed" he said in his deep husky voice but i can clearly see he is so angry with me

"I'm so sorry let me just pay for you shirt, my friend is really drunk don't mind her" tina said

"its fine i just want your friend to know that throwing bottles out of nowhere is dangerous"

the man said while looking at me "But your friend clearly want something from me"

oh god that was sexy, "tina let me go, cant you see how gorgeous the guy in front of us?" i whisper to tina

"shut up celine!" " if that so we need to go, i'm sorry again" tina said before walking away, but i feel like throwing up "tina bath- room- acc-"

"CELINE DONT THROW HEREE! WAIT DONT DONT," Tina said while running me to the bathroom, " i'll just wait for you outside of the bar it stinks her" tina said before closing the door. i ended up throwing my lungs out. wtf did i drink anyway i said in my brain before standing up and leaving the restroom, but when i open the door, i saw my ex boyfriend, my first ex boyfriend when i was 15, WTF is this, okay this man is still Hot,

" Hey Celine right? do you still remember me?" carlo said, habang papalapit sya sakin

"Yes ofcourse carlos right?" sabi ko habang lumalapit din sakanya, dent get me wrong the bathroom stinks, i want to be further away from it

"Its Carlo, anyway do you want to have a drink, juice? i just saw you throwing up anyway" saad ni carlo habang lumalakad sya palapit sakin at tumigil sa harap ko, i look down, i'm just concious i might look stupid because i'm been throwing up for like 10 mins in the bathroom, Oh you got something big there also but i can't feel horny the same thing i feel with the other guy a while ago, "Stop looking at that celine your turning me on" carlo said, oh s**t, i look at his face and smile " Sorry Carlo, but i have to go tina is waiting for me outside" i said at mag sisimula na sanang umalis pero hinawakan nya yung braso ko, " oh u mean the girl you are with a while ago, i saw her enter a car a while ago and i think their doing something in there the car starts shaking, we can still have 5 mins," he said " okay fine just talk?" sabi ko habang binabawi yung kamay ko pero unti unti nya akong hinila sa boys bathroom, i knew it, i did not what happen but i'm at the cubicle now and carlo is kissing me, i can't feel pleasure anyway whatever.

"You are so beautiful celine, and so hot, how can your body grew like this" he said while kneeding my boobs "Ahh carlos" i pretended feeling pleasure to entertain him more, i might say he really have a big one down there, i hold his d**k with his pants on, "ohhh celine more" he said i knew it, his big"